why would I expect there's an afterlife when I was nothing before I was born?
Why would I expect to die when Ive experienced nothing besides my life
I wanna draw something since I haven't posted any art in a month or two, any suggestions? Preferably some sort of cute anime character from media or something similar, without it being fetishistic in nature.
>>76831767I finished the sketch, I like her design enough to finish it later on but would have to pick a waem color palette, I already drew patchy too>questionable drunk expression
>>76832205What's going on there, anon..? I don't think she's drunk...
>>76832205>Not fetishistic>Draws her coomingKek
>>76832391SHE IS DRUNK!! >:(( I just don't like the lower body.I actually don't think I've ever drawn straight up NSFW before.>Not fetishisticIm talking about those people who tell me to draw inflated furry transformation pregnancy giantess art.
>>76832468Lmao it's ok, it's cute
r9k how are you guys holding up?
>>76830925After years of mindlessly scrolling the internet, I have no neuroplasticity left and I can't think anymore. I have zero creativity and can't imagine what I should do with my life. My body is more and more healthy physically but my brain is shot.
>>76830925Near a mental breakdown. Thinking about catching the bus
https://voca.ro/1mJvUMXb5Nfb
>>76831027never related to a r9k blogpost so much in the 5 years ive been here
>>76832421it's not over til it's over
I wish my grandparents had dementia. They're all in their mid-80s but still completely lucid.
i kinda wish i get dementia in my old age so im not reminded of my mortality and can actually die at piece
>>76832666Some dementia victims regain their lucidity shortly before death
>>76832652good for them, why would you want that? I hope my parents never get it.
>>76832652You have obviously never experienced a family member fading away like this. I have. It is one of the worst fates imaginable for both the individual and the people caring for them. My maternal grandmother is 87 and shows no signs of mental decline. I am grateful every day for that. I watched my paternal grandmother slowly become a husk. Living death. She is physically gone now as well. I pray that If I am destined for the same thing, that I die before I know it.
>>76832680>>76832743There's a sort of dark beauty to your final years being tragic. It's kind of boring to be the same person in your 80s as your 20s.
How badly has this website ruined your mind and soul?
>>76832494Shit if you have any sort of hobby or investment outside of this place, it wears off after a bit if you get bored or something. And that's after 9 years on and off.
>>76832494>spend a few days outside of it and its like reverting to normalYeah very true. My friends think I'm funnier when I haven't seen them for a while. Little do they know its just me being unhinged from shitposting on 4chan too much. I'm amazed at the wild stuff I've said and they let slide and laugh their lungs out over. There's this half latina half back girl that I have racist bantz with and its very fun. I suspect she might post somewhere on this website.
>>76832591She's likely flirting with you.
>>76832602Probably but I don't want to lead her on because miscegenation is a sin. I'd absolutely wife her if she was white.
>>76832379Salsa mi amigo?
What would you talk to Joe rogan about if he had you on the JRE?
>>76831371Sleep. You go back 20, 30 years, no one thought you needed sleep. Now we're finding out people like Leonardo DaVinci, Einstein, Alexander the Great -- you know, all these famous people, turns out they all slept, almost every night. Mind-blowing stuff
>>76831371being a neet for 14 years of my 30 year old life
>>76831371>6 million? I don't know, that seems too high
>>76831371Probably dmt right off the bat. Get it out of the way especially since i like it too
>>76831430He said that he has an armpit hair fetish too kek
How do I get a gf that looks like pic rel?
>>76831977>lust provoking image>time wasting questioncomment was not original
>>76832004Idk man that gif isn't very lust provoking maybe I'm a bit schizo but she looks like she has no soul
>>76831946Your odds are 0.000027% but at least you could 10x them by leaving r9k immediately
>>76831946Be a high value conventionally attractive psychopath
>>76831946I don't fucking know.The only thing I know is that if I don't get that, I won't contribute to society. If this shit world doesn't give me a virgin faithful version of pic related; this shit world doesn't deserve anything from me.
People who will only hate men or only hate women are insanely out of touch. Both are horrible in different ways but horrible nonetheless, both to their own kind and each other. You are free to try and debate me on this.
>>76832729South Korea is full of men who hate women and women who hate men and it has a super high depression and suicide rate doesn't it. I don't want the world to be like South Korea, it sucks.
Nothing to debate here.
>You have a cute girlfriend that dresses like this>She wants to dress you up like herWhat do you do?
>>76830301My gf would have bigger tits. I would let her dress me up in private. It would be embarrassing tho.
>>76830301>dress like that>she laughs>tear her clothes off>i dont mean metaphorically, i mean litterally rip the fabrics from her body>plap her into oblivion while wearing the stupid outfit>after busting inside, tear my clothes off too>gather all the shredded fabric into a bag>force her to get dressed and come with me>pour gas on the bag of torn clothing>light it ablazeDont make men do feminine things, fucko
>>76830301It'd be fun, but I doubt I'd find a cute girl to do this with. I wouldn't mind going out on a date as a girl with a girl, but that'd also be dangerous
>>76832485didn't know doomguy commented on heregood answer though
>>76830301I leave immediately, block her via all forms of contact, and never speak to her or acknowledge her existence again.
What does it mean to be "neurodivergent" ? And why does every woman online claim to be one?
>>76832283Cont.I'm all for self-diagnosis when someone has actually done enough research and put actual thought into it. Many people don't have access to the resources needed to get an actual diagnosis, whether it be lacking the money for a psychologist, or, in countries with universal healthcare, get fucked over by beurocracy in public health systems.It took me *5 years* of bitching and falling into suicidal ideation for me to finally get referred to a psychologist, just for the beurocracy to take another 8 months to diagnose me with the disorder I already knew I had, ADHD.But those who label themselves without doing the work and understanding what the disorder actually means are the absolute worst. They think it's just "Aha I forget my keys sometimes and struggle to pay attention to the teacher, I think I have ADHD ^-^", when in reality ADHD is a lifelong struggle against executive dysfunction, a perpetual lack of motivation which the medications prescribed only *slightly* alleviates, financial troubles caused by mistakes (like forgetting/losing something or breaking it) and frequent impulse purchases, poor impulse control in general which can impact your social life as well as your work life, and so much more.These fucks don't understand that mental disorders are fucking *mental disorders*. They're fucking disabilities. Life for people with these disorders is more often than not considerably harder than for those without. Their little need to be quirky contributes people who *actually* struggle with a disorder less likely to be taken seriously when explaining their struggles, and I personally believe that it contributes to the suicide among these people. These fucking posers contribute to a sentiment of scepticism and distrust among people for those who are open about their disorders and struggles.I do believe that it's a minority of self-diagnosers who are dishonest or intentionally misinformed, but they're so fuckin annoying.
>>76832511>Cont.uh no one is reading
>>76832526Yeah, maybe your troglodyte self isn't reading it, but perhaps someone will, and that's enough for me. Either way it doesn't really matter, I write shit out because I think it's fun.
>>76832573only troglodytes write alot of words to convey something that could be said in one paragraph
>>76832314Nice shell of a comment with no body. You talk as though you don't give a crap about other people's problems and brush them off as if they're nothing. But then why is it that you choose to interact with the exact things you supposedly don't even care about. I really wonder what you seek out of this. Maybe you're the one with a problem. Worse yet, one self-inflicted and chronic.
never forget the important things
>>76832397i'm so sick with it man
carry me back to old virginityi had one year of having a gf before iphones existed and it was the bestyou cant get it back unless you destroy all the phonesat least the mission is clear
remember GEEKSremember NERDS
look i know its all fucked up right now and not many people are even a person but...I think there is hope and I'm trying my best ok?
authentic picture of me please don't share
who remembers this bangerhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2WPCLda_erI
When I had constipation issues as a kid I would listen to this song along with Vampire Money and the My Hope Will Never Die song on the toilet and it would help me push my poos out
>>76832175kek i knew what it was as soon as i saw the video's image
>>76832175https://youtu.be/AG5nFiakub8?si=GCGh9e_Qd54estKH
>>76832340this one too fr
>brain supposedly stops developing at 25>but I'm well into my 30s and my judgment and decision-making abilities have continued improving over time and are better now than in my 20sHmmmm.
>>76830989>>76831079No one is claiming that the brain as a whole does not change after 25; rather, the prefrontal cortex, the prime driver for executive function, stops developing around 25 for a good chunk of people.
>>76832426What part of the brain controls emotional intelligence and sensitivity? My grandparents were callous assholes in their 50s but are very kind and patient in their 70s.
>>76832587How is that relevant to what I said? Being an asshole is different from being a poor decision maker.
>>76832635It wasn't related to what you said, I was just curious since you seem educated on the matter.
>>76832661In that case, check out https://neuroscientificallychallenged.com/. There should be an article that can answer your questions.
4 clothed korean college girls team[18-19] vs 1 tough kinky naked and shaved horny bisexual slut, Despina[39]. Despina thought that she is superior and she could beat them all together simultaneously. No limits hard street catfight. Korean team say "Girls lets all teach the loser slut the importance of teamwork again". They also add "Our fellow teams did well, her loser pussy is more swollen now, and her big pussy lips and clitoris even more exposed,perfect for kicking with our boots, hahaha''. Despina replies while she clenches her teeth "I will beat you all together". Korean girls reply: "Hahaha , you have already lost slut and you will lose again, you are alone and naked while we are 4 and clothed and we have the support of all our fellow students and our fellow teams". College team add: "Look girls, her loser clitoris and her nipples become even bigger as she stands naked in front of us us,hahaha". Despina responds: "Fuck you". Korean college team reply again "Girls lets all punch the naked whore at her saggy breast and kick her big loser hairless pussy with our dirty boots until she cums and gives up". Despina responds "My strong pussy will beat all your dirty boots", making girls team laugh again. The slut tries very hard to resist them all but her hairless pussy is swollen and her big clitoris ready to explode....-
>>76829513nah, teamwork rules and they are much younger as well. And fully clothed haha.
>>76823676This used to be this slutty woman against black girls team lmao.
Morning coffee
>>76831617nice coffee time
>>76823676would be much better if those Korean college aged Women teamed up on a 6'4 White Chad's BWC
>go to mental hospital>no less than 5 enbies there with a possible sixth passing TrannyJust a coincidence I guess...
>>76832608about to they/them my way into some grippy socks pussy
>>76832608How did you wind up there?
>>76832657I was recommended from the.psych ward since it was my second visit.
>>76832667Seventh not second lol, I wish.