> Just be yourself. This phrase should be considered a slur.
>>83483160Honey for me, not for bee.
>>83483160Do you want to bee someone else?
>>83483981I want to be(e) this guy.
>>83483160the capacity to beee yourself is all that matters, problem is that *yourself* is usually incompatible with the hivemind of normalfag society
>>83483160you aren't being yourself enough you need more of yourself to be in there when you do it
You're probably wondering how I got here
>>83484963Nope. Definitely not
Why do so many women ruin their bodies with tattoos?
>>83479172Female brainThey ruin their bodies and expect men to treat them with respect. Its a test to see how low they can take men's standards. Same reason women ask men stupid questions or try to get them in troubleAlso women like the pain involved with getting a tattoo cause many are sadistic
>>83479172Low class cultural choice, something you must do if youre mediocre, especially women that are dictated by hivemind.
>>83480046Guy said the same thing I was thinking. Id didnt even read the comments. yeah its a test to see how pathetic men can be for themSame reason you see black whores shaving their head. Or women getting obnoxious hair colors, piercings, being annoying and illogical in general. women thrive off of men's suffering
>>83480046>they know it devalues themselves permanentlyno lol. The media makes them think it looks cool and men will tell them it looks great just to get laid.
>>83479172WYNNAM (you will never be a man), pussy
what if there was a business seminar for black people called soul proprietorship
i would like to have a black friend but every time that i tell them where i'm from (germany) they change their demeanor
>>83485087your colony game weak af dawg
sigma sigma boy sigma boy sigma boy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ssTOIOrqfU
There's nothing worse than a woman who pretends to understand The Smiths
>im a little bitch yadayadayaaaawow so profound most definitely music made for men
>>83485033you can reduce everything down to a sentence if you use the power of retardation
This is the year... right, bros?
>>83484494Trannies wish they looked that feminine without the need of angles/makeup/edits, the mentally ill freaks that they are.
>>83484494she has small feminine handsyou should always check before calling someone a tranny
>>83484494>so obsessed with trannies he believes actual women are troons
>>83484000I lost hope at this point
>>83484000With trips like that, I would suck her feminine penis and make her feel like a real woman!
hobbies don't work anymore. when i was younger i used to think i could find fulfillment in watching anime and playing vidya until the day i croak, but i don't see myself doing this for god knows how many years i've got left. don't get me wrong, i don't hate my life or anything. i feel fortunate being in a situation where i've got enough resources available to me to the point where i never have to think about working some soulless dead end job. i just wish i wasn't so numb to everything. i wish i could feel intense sensations again, whether it's happiness, sadness, anger etc. i simply don't feel anything anymore and haven't for a very long time. every day is exactly the same and i'm extremely tired of everything. i'm 25 for reference. how do you older neet anons manage to keep finding fulfillment in life? or if not fulfillment, then stuff that makes you feel things intensely and helps you keep going?
>>83481208> i used to think i could find fulfillment in watching anime and playing vidya until the day i croakThis is me from 2013-2019. I've been consuming free, torrented, digital multimedia to the max during those years. Had a genuine interest, fascination and enthusiasm about it. Felt great and thought "Man this feels good. I want this to last forever". Oh boy how wrong I was. I think that as you age, your mental state changes so you no longer perceive all those things as interesting.
>>83484535>Without god or a greater purpose, having new/better things is an easy thing most people work towards. The people who rid themselves of all their possessions are actually based, just extremists.oh, i understand that perfectly. i'm not one for material possessions, either. i can't remember the last time i bought something that wasn't necessary for my survival like food or water. the older i get, the less value i see in physical things. >When is the last time you *actually* felt happy, anon? I mean while addressing your daily tasks you just think to yourself, "fuck it's good to be alive?"the most depressing thing about this question is that i legitimately cannot remember. i feel good after i work out, but that's just because my body releases endorphins and the feeling never lasts too long. i'm starting to think i never ever felt genuinely happy in my life, fuck. >Find a long-term skill you can spend ~20 minutes on every day. Languages, instruments, even plants.that is sound advice. i've got things i enjoy doing, whether it's exercising, writing, guitar stuff, but it's getting harder and harder to find the motivation to do them every day. even when i was consistent with them, it honestly didn't make me any happier, just distracted for a bit. but maybe that's what life is all about. >Find at least one person you can be fully autistic with about your own hobbies, but who can also swap a hobby the other hasn't done.i would if i could. i'm so lonely, honestly. i need someone to get me out of my head when the thoughts get too overwhelming. >Good luck anon.thank you for the long and thoughtful post. i always end up in such a slump around the holidays (more than usual) because they always remind me of how lonely and meaningless my life feels. >>83484612i'm glad i'm not alone in this. when i think back on how much genuine curiosity and enthusiasm i used to have for these things, it almost makes me feel like a different person. thought it'd last forever...
>>83484674> when i think back on how much genuine curiosity and enthusiasm i used to have for these things, it almost makes me feel like a different person. thought it'd last forever...Yeah, same. I think that I've listened to over 200 000 songs from 2013-2015. Listened to all kinds of genres. Listened to Billboard 100 and UK Top 40 chars from the 1950s onwards, just exploring. At the end of 2015, I started playing WoW on Nostalrius and then started dabbling on private WoW servers until the release of Classic. 2017 and 2018 was my "great anime expansion" where I watched anime almost every day. I think the problem is that those kind of activities, while enjoyable, fry your dopamine receptors so you can't enjoy them as much or at all anymore. Maybe the solution is to start intentionally doing hard things that don't give instant gratification. There's a book on z-lib about that called Dopamine Detox : A Short Guide to Remove Distractions and Get Your Brain to Do Hard Things
I feel fulfilled when I work hard. When I used to draw, the process of creating something and the result I achieved made me feel pretty satisfied, and when I write something (essay or fiction (or a paper, though it's for uni so it is not doable for neets)), I can see myself putting lots of effort on constructing the text and I feel happy and stressed. I feel apathetic in general, but the principle of putting effort into something is a great way to feel fulfilled for me. It doesn't need to be fully intellectual.I think you could achieve the same if you start keeping a garden or cooking something from the scratch. Imagine you have just flour, water and yeast, and then you mix them, put some flour on the bench and start kneading and kneading with the strength of your shoulder and waist, and then you put it to rest for 30m, then put some flour again and knead it again, and then finally put it in the oven for a few hours... and it's finally ready!This is not just a silly narration (well, just a little), you can see a full timeline of action, you know? And the time, the different actions and your investment on the activicty and the feelings you had through it... that's what create meaning. Not that anime and vidya aren't meaningful too, but the difference is that you are working on something, producing a kind of raw thing instead of receive a raw thing from a third party, and that is meaningful.So open your notepad and start writing something: a diary, some essay about any theme or work you've seen, or your reflection on something. Start cooking other foods, pastries or desserts in general sounds fun.
>>83484674>can't remember the last time I felt happyUnironically for me it was in elementary school (outside of the Zoloft experience). I don't mean this in a doomer way, but what was likely the happiest part of your life is probably over. People smoke, drink, and fuck to feel it like crack addicts, but "happiness" means something different as an adult, and I think that's accepting everyday banality. We are all animals and there technically *isn't* happiness as we think. Every chemical reward in our brain is temporary; happiness isn't feeling good, it's accepting the reality of the everyday. It IS a fucking struggle to find out how or what you can do everyday that is acceptable to you, I think a lot of people doubt they can even find it, but just remember that everyone is also here for the ride. I am an extremely antisocial person but it's still fun to see how other people think about things, to share things with them, and to experience random things that you would never have otherwise. I generally hate people and I think my life goal is to create media that will make a good difference on others, something that they find entertaining but ultimately leave with a greater message; to actually help other people and give them emotions like vidya that inspires me. If I died and my life was "wasted" creating bullshit stories that other people could enjoy, I think I'd accept that, and I'd like to think that's what dying happy means.
>see "foid thread>hideheh
>>83484989nyehehe fuck em foids
Stats say suicides peak during the holiday season so I think its important to check up on everyone and see how everyone is doing. How are you all holding up bro?
>>83481280>be me>retail wagie>christmas eve last year>regular customer comes in>seems kind of depressed and despondent>figure it's just holiday stress>gets a few things>starts talking to me about personal stuff out of the blue>says he was at the office christmas eve previous year>looked out the window and saw a woman on the top floor of the parking garage>she jumped>he saw her hit the sidewalk>turned out to be a homeless woman who couldn't deal anymore>says he will never forget it and it messes with him every christmas
I dont have family. Im trying to gaslight myself into thinking there are places for myself to go where i wont be lonely. Id be lying if i said the thought didn't cross my mind every Christmas since i was 9. Man homeschooling sucks man i wish everyone in college werent such stoners or literally scaring girls by their mere presence.Ill live though i think ill go to somewhere im not sure though. Im trying to find a lonely girl or something
>>83481280>Stats say suicides peak during the holiday seasonthat's wrong though research says suicides peak in spring and not at all during holidays
i missed the big exit kit wave before 2016 or whatever, wouldve been a nice and convenient way to go when you could just order them online easily
>>83481280>>83481299Every year I increasingly come away from Christmas thinking that spending time with my family is a giant waste of time, and that I should stay home with the dogs.My mother is a dumb cunt borderline alcoholic that can't just drink responsibly. No, she has to get shit faced and be a stumbling embarrassment.And my sister is a self centred full of her self bitch who encourages our mother to drink, then gets irritated when she's a legless fucktard.Christmas dinner for several years has been a complete shit show, mainly because my mum fucks up the cooking because she's downed several glasses of wine during the process.What we've been doing recently is having a christmas meal on christmas eve and then going out for a curry on christmas day (weird I know, but honestly is a lot better just because it makes things simple and keeps a schedule)This year?Curry place we go to is closed so that fucked up plans. New plans made? NopeYesterdays meal? She was already fucking it up and started late, then my sister drags her out to the pub for 'a pint', which turned out to be several. We didn't eat until 10pm, and we even had guests over - who were probably about as fucked off as I was.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
What prevents this from being us, fembot?
>>83483823I see you love being wallet raped by your AI slop peddling Novidya overlords.Good paypig.
>>83484237i would but i look repulsive now if you want you can wait a year and a half or idk how long until i can improve my appearance
>>83484283Please femanon I don't want to lose you
>>83484277strike a nerve poorfag? How's the latest low FPS cope :) ?
>>83483807Asian men are GODs obviouslyHow is this not original LOL
My only male friend is in love with me but he's 100 lbs overweight. I tried telling him to lose weight and we'll try dating but he just freaked out and started crying and saying I'm his soulmate....FYI I don't love him and I think he's too needy and the fact that he claims to have PTSD is a huge turnoff. He was molested a few times as a kid which is sad though.He said he would kill himself but he's a strong person and wouldn't give in to that so I'm confident he is fine and won't end it all. Fingers crossed!He literally grabbed me and started kissing on a walk through the woods (he invited me). I had to stop him and push him away and I FEEL GUILTY... It was really pathetic and sad. I almost wanted to cry at one point Update: he sent me a text about wanting to die because he can't marry meWhy are males like this..??
>>83484368What's this line from
>>83484466A Hollywood movie I think
>>83484627Well keep your whore mouth shut off
>>83484835I'm not here to debate I'm here to fap
>>83484943This isn't a porn board moron
Hello fellow Ghosts,How are you today?I'm Tired.The holidays are always rather tiring for me, I think that's because of the great difference between the people that are alive and me, a ghost.Though I find it rather curious how different alive people are, while I can only add my pessimistic and dark views to things, they always seem to derive some positive meaning from experiences, even if they are negative. I sometimes wonder if that is what hope used to be like to me, though such thoughts are quickly drowned out by much larger, much more disturbing ones.Do you still remember what hope feels like? Do you still feel it or have you given up already?Games!I have now actually bought CoQ (https://www.cavesofqud.com/), its still rather early to give my opinion on it though.Have you bought or gotten some new games for Christmas?FAQ:What is a Ghost?A Ghost is a person who has mentally resigned themselves from society and feels an everlasting weight on their soul, making it nearly impossible to hold on to the world of the living.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
How do you still have the will to live if everybody around suck and retarded
>>83483481>Do you still remember what hope feels like? Not sure what to really hope for or how applicable it is to real life as I'm extremely idealistic. I need something that breaks me from the mundane, maybe an apocalypse in which I transition from ghost to zombie
>>83483481>How are you today?kinda feel weird. i didn't really enjoy today but its, eh.>Do you still feel it or have you given up already?im not quite sure. i don't think that i have really 'given up' but i did realize that nothing will be normal with me when i was pretty young. maybe i did give up but i can't tell because i never tried.>Have you bought or gotten some new games for Christmas?i can remember getting like five new games in the past couple of years and that stat did not increase today. dunno but i don't enjoy this stuff like i used to although i thought of starting a fallout nv run today.
>>83483697that does sound very enticing, like an isekai... I'm beginning to understand the japanese a little
LoOk At MeEeE... i'M a GhOsT!!!
the female equivalent to a robot / incel is a whore especially an ewhore, not some imaginary shy NEET gf larp, because thats what female insecurity and loneliness looks like. whores deserve love too
>>83484915I don't mind whores. I mind women pretending to be lonely when they have infinite options to form connections, and barely anything is asked of them, but they'd still rather chase short-term dopamine hits.But I have a feeling that this intersects at like 95% with whores.
do you think everyone just wants to be perceived the way they see themselves?
no i bet some pop celebrities hate themselves because they have way higher standards but the worlds loves them. you never know what's going on an individual's head
