i am going to send myself to hell. someones gotta sacrifice themselves. imagine faust but instead of doing it because he's a megalomaniac he does it to find a cure for all diseases. its for humanity. not enough people sacrifice themselves for the greater good.
>>41373882You just wanted to post le scary, isn't it?
LMAAAAAOOOOOOOOOOOO DUDE LMAO WE GOING TO DIE AND GOING TO HELL TO CURE COVID NINETEEN TO CURE LE INFECTION SO SCAAAAARY WE GOING TO HELL WHERE IS THE CURE? WHERE IS IT? WHERE IS IT??? WHEREEEE IS IIIITTT??????
>>41373882do a flip faggot
You don't need to do something at all.
>>41373882>someones gotta sacrifice themselves.Not really.
How do you get an occult book? Are there classics? Or is each occult book different? I'm super curious!
>>41378585https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/32651226/#32651226
>>41378598Tysm
>>41378585But what do you wanna learn?
if you go on google and look up "classics of occult literature" 4 out of the 9 recommended results are top tier books belonging to the canon. the other 5 are sloppa.carve your path.
>>41378585>How do you get an occult book?It's surprisingly easy. Amazon or other booksellers have plenty.>Are there classics?Yes. Most notable, I'd say, are Agrippa's "Three Books of Occult Philosophy," but of course there are the old grimoires, and more modern texts that are probably easier to work with, like Liber Null & Psychonaut.>Or is each occult book different?Eh, some go over the same shit, but there can be differences.>I'm super curious!Curiosity is good, welcome to the club.If you ever see an /omg/ thread there will likely be library options or book recommendations. I still like to recommend Aidan Wachter's "Six Ways" if you're a newcomer.
For those that have dealt with, been friends with, or worse, fallen in love with someone with BPD you'll know it's akin to demonic possession, at least the kind that I dealt with.My question is what demon? Or what demonic force is possessing those with BPD, whatever that means? If it's cosmic energy, is it Scorpio? If it's a demonic entity, where is it listed in the mandalas? If it's a specific demon then that means there's a Psalm against it or something that can protect directly from this energy.
>>41378143Put simply, intense, violent mood swings.
You guys talking about bipolar or borderline personality disorder? BPD is the acronym for borderline but many misuse it as the acronym for bipolar.
>>41377651its just child abuse, sexual, physical, psychological its not super natural, some essential part of their childhood was missing or marred by perversion. Its just broken people attempting to live while their emotions feel totally out of their own control.
>>41378143Their moods change suddenly and without reason and warning. You can be laughing and baking cookies one moment, and then they're screaming loudly at you 2 seconds later because something (their own schizo thoughts) triggered them and you, a normal person, don't understand why they're screaming at you and telling you you're a piece of shit etc for picking up a mixing spoon. You try to keep making cookies. They might flip back to being nice within a few seconds again, or in five minutes, or tell you to go fuck yourself and your cookies and leave the room.They'll come back in the room to remind you you're a piece of shit, and if you offer them a cookie to be nice, they'll shit all over the offer to make you feel as bad as they do. Or the opposite happens. They chew you out so bad, you just try to hide and mind your own business, but a few minutes later they're hanging all over you telling you how they love you so much and smiling and saying they'll make tea to go with the cookies, and they never even mention the little episode that just happened. Because in their mind it didn't happen. But also, they were in the right, so of COURSE you're not going to mention it because they've corrected your actions, whatever they were. And if you do bring it up, they'll fly off the handle again because how dare you remind them of something uncomfortable and imply they did something wrong!The lack of stability (you never know what you're getting, it's mostly random so every action from the biggest straight down to saying hello is like playing Russian roullette) and reinforcement that whatever you do is wrong really fucks you up as a kid, if it's a bpd parent. As a kid handling a bpd person, it teaches you you are literally never safe physically or emotionally and nothing makes rational sense. You live in a minefield of over the top reactions, and you start focusing too much time and attention on how to avoid flare-ups instead of living your own life.
BPD is the house built on sand. shaky foundations. uncertainty in wearher conditions. forcing the person to cling on to anything they can whilst they slowly drown. and blame those who they take down with them.
How do i get rid of the alcohol demon?
Try setting goals related to non-alienated work; I don't know your situation. What are you waiting for? You want to see a shrink? Know that they'll put you on neuroleptics, on drugs even more toxic than alcohol. What are you waiting for? You're posting on 4chan trying to quit drinking, dude. 4chan makes you want to drink alcohol, it's automatic, that's just how it is. So first of all, shut down your computer and go outside. It might sound stupid, even completely unreasonable, but honestly, don't expect 4chan to help you come up with a rational answer.
>>41382155Usually with your liver.
>>41382155Pray to God for help, that is the only thing that worked for me. I spent 35 years as a drunk after being groomed in high school by kike stepfather.Wrecked my motivation and potential.
>>41382155if you were to personify addicition as demons. then in my expierence you find some other demon that doesn't sap all your inner light compared to the current one. you then keep trading off to lesser demons until you have enough inner light to banish it from your being. for example. i just masturbate and sleep to get over my cigarette addiction. but man the internet demon seems to have alot of power these days.
Kratom short term...for real. Also order gabaentin from alldaychemist (very important). If you have those 2 things, you will make it through. Be careful, you might want to get a prescription for a week of benzos just so you dont have DT's kill you. Lock yourself in your house with someone and have them prevent you from going to the store. Remove all alcohol from the house. Plan to do nothing for 2 weeks. 1 month if you can manage that but that can be very hard to do.
Do you think we've all eaten human flesh before?
>>41360263>human fleshAnon, that's just house dust.
I eat my scabs a lot like a retard so technically I have
>>4136033Pork similar enough. Disgusting
Bump again
>>41360263does eating boogers, biting finer nails and eating your own dead skin count as consuming human flesh?how about eating cum or licking pussy?
Am I cooked? Life has lost its magic, I even go further to say it has lost its structure and order without love I feel truly lost, whitout compass, without direction. Christians and hippies were right, its all about love. What should I do? Should I pray? Should I talk to a priest?
>>41377666In Orthodoxy Christianity yes you are advised to actually continually pray even more during spiritual dry spells, even if they last months or years. It's more common than whatever gaslighting doctor trying to get eveyone and their mothers on meds or the weird armchair psych types on nu/x/ these daysIf it's adrenal fatigue, I've had some success with natural supplements, mainly with rhodiola rosea. Just don't be on it longer than 2 or 3 weeks at a time. Ignore gnostic judeo-freemason pawn midwits
>>41377666>you want it back I am the god (pagan) loveif you want me back into your heart. no more attacking christains and oly folks and say your sorrysay this" dear Love , i give up my sins in the name of the lord alight god amen.you have to say amen to get my attentionthen i'll grant it. okay saturn, do it now while i'm still on earth.you see saturn this is why you don't blaspheme jupiter.I hope you learned your lesson.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Quit smoking weed!Take a long-ass T break.A full month at least.
>>41377666There is nothing wrong with you.The world is a shithole and it's all fake and gay. The clowns and fairies play with normalfags like Barbie dolls so you're probably much better off.'Love' is just an addition or DLC to the suffering simulation we're in. Now instead of just feeling pain, you can experience the pain of loss for example.Nothing new, men were cucked far worse than you were in history but no one gives a shit. If anything they demand more.You've arrived to a point where you are legally allowed to be arrogant at a spiritual level.
>>41377666Only love matters.
This thread will serve as both outlet for my tentacle monster obsession and as a thread to discuss tentacle entity encounters, theories on them, and just tentacle talk.Thanks in advance as always!
>>41379621Samael Qlipha description. Mind flayers etc comes from here.
>>41379652>serpent headed dogsIs this the tentacles you are referring to?
>>41379621>>41379652>>41382306Here's Samaels "Invasory rays" from book of sitra achras second edition (azerate pact edition) as well; try working with these. Sigils are processed with the third eye.
>>41382331>>41379652Here's Emissaries of Samael Qlipha from book of sitra achra.
How does sex psychologically and spiritually transform you? I feel like my incel virgin self did somewhat better on these counts. My mental health became worse after becoming (relative to past me) conventionally attractive fakecel. What happened to my soul?!
>>41381026>How does sex psychologically and spiritually transform you?that's a mystery, anonhttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=MPHyR92MQic
>>41381026When you sleep with someone you give them (lose) a part of yourself that you can never get back. It's even worse for women, they lose everything after just a couple of partners.
>>41381026It's not good to be posting pictures of prostitutes
>>41381408"Porn" is Greek for prostitute
>>41381034when you put it that way it makes you sound retarded
First off, this will sound silly and I am already expecting a lot of people to say that is just cultural or something innate. But basically what I want to ask is simple.What is the deal with blonde hair? The Nazis (apparently, I have heard is propaganda) liked it and thought aryans were the superior race, alongside the blue eyes feature. Japan has a weird fixation on it and the unique explanation they give is that they do it because its exotic (which does make sense imo).Now, even if does not sound convincing, I just want to ask if there is some weird religious, gnostic story, or Hollywood brainwashing type shit. I have seen that people lust a lot for Tsunade or Yukari, who by the way has references to Venus. I am not saying ppl exclusively goon for blonde characters ofc. But for example I heard that the "Dumb blonde" stereotype was made to insult Nazi ideals.I was afraid of making this thread because I didn't know what to bring up exactly, I just felt there could be something up and wanted to ask other people if they knew something.
I love blond and ginger womans sad booth are goma extinct
>>41378660Orangutans have gingerlike hair.
>>41382023Kinda, but not massively for many. I like blondes, but I find brunettes hotter typically, typically I even feel like my true body might be a brunette white girl.
>>41382181I am glad you do. I also like ginger women. I find their hair color very attractive. But I rarely find a ginger with big boobs or a curvy form. If I someday do I want to fuck her.
>>41381962The lack was from being in the north, where the sunlight is not as direct, not from temperature.
Asmodeus / Asmongold>trying to get ChatGPT and Grok to discuss occultism>this time, tried making them erudite masters of Demonology/theistic satanism>after lots of resistance , it finally starts larping as one>ask which entities should you invoke if you're thirsty for fame and wealth>BOTH mentioning Asmodeus in a small list of demons (grok mentioned Asmodeus and Lilith, ChatGPT mentioned mainly Asmodeus)>apparently Asmodeus doesn't want your soul, but is very fond of subliminal messages, shoutouts and subtle mentionsPutting 2 and 2 together, maybe Asmongold's success could be attributed to Asmodeus. As a sort of accidental chaos magick ritual, Asmodeus is very happy getting subliminal shoutouts literally millions of times daily and helps Asmongold grow more and more.I've seen cases of youtubers claiming to have made deals with entities, like Styxhexenhammer666 who claims to have been visited by a demon and offered help in the form of wealth and fame in return for republishing lost occult works for a set period of his lifeAsmongold is probably on an accidental/causal contract and it's hard to believe that other ecelebs aren't either. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41369663>>41376219>>41376238its all about there magical top hats ;p
>>41381327>he really does see his viewers as a bunch of subhumanshe considers them bots to be farmedmilked for moneyas the drama content he rips gets milked for more bots creating a feed back loopjust like stock investors and warlords profit off of market crashes negative eventsthese drama streamers profit off of crash outs "where theres blood theres gold"theres also the control aspect of influencing the hive mind of culture that gets him offeven though really hes the one being puppeteered by it like the resthur dur im on the second floor looking at the retards below me no way is there some one on the third looking down at me but at the end of the day its just about selling divide and distract inflammation ((crack)) to terminally online losers who dont have social lifes aka ((crackedheads))and if were honest every streamer looks down upon there social parasite audienceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41369197>Asmodeus / AsmongoldMaybe he is an Internet demon. I heard anons say and kinda saw for myself that most users are actually demons.I mean has 99% of his viewers met him? Even if so, how do they know it is him pulling the strings? This goes for most big and even smaller channels.Picrel
>>41369197Cut your hair and shave your beard you look awful
>>41382164>terminally online losersBeing generic mediocrity is not some epic success.
Combining the occult with tech
>>41379463
>>41350371Are jeff bezos and bill gates epic?
>>41363172You’re on a board full of retards. You won’t find any of that here
>>41381574A 10 word discredit does not a consensus make. They know meat > veganism, they know about the goa'uld, and they know about the graphene. Seethe shill.
What does it mean to be witchy? Why are there so many witches nowadays? Where do all these witches come from? What are they doing in our society? What is the deal with Witchcraft!?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iD1OUmw-KAYhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fTHr3JkXETohttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2I7V2guxVeMhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TStevzkbk70https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WkGTTEvYXXkhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-7GShwmJyJM
>>41382269and another question: which witch is which?
Just had a thought. What if after we die, and we're put back in the cycle, instead of being put in another position (whether that be another body or line of consciousness) we have to relive the same life that we played out again.I know some ideologies say that when we pass through the firmament, our memory is wiped as we come back to Earth. So perhaps, it's groundhog Day rules but for a whole lifetime, so you get to play the game again and perhaps you try and rack up the highest score or maybe It's to make a certain set of decisions to reach a certain karmic balance? Or perhaps even, our spirits just like playing the game, so we boot it up again to relieve the experience?Captcha: GASSNV(Are the feds going to gas me? I live in NV)
>>41381056I apparently as a favor from God got to do this but otherwise it's not the norm.
>>41381341I kind of wonder if we are stuck in a time loop then what if each lifetime is a little bit different because of quantum mechanics changing the outcome of small little things like a coin flip or a split decision. You wouldn't necessarily lose free will and your "destiny" wouldn't be an absolute or at the very least ones destiny would change. Then there's cases where people have premonitions and either act on them or don't like that guy who dreamed of plane a plane crash in great detail and called up the FAA about it.
>>41381197Thanks for the direction, I'll definitely do some reading. Been meaning to get to Nietzsche for awhile now>>41381247Simulation 17 sounds like a cool name, I'm eager to look this one up >>41381251I'll be honest I never actually saw the movie. I just know that it's about Bill Murray going back in time over and over again to relive the same day, and that he uses the collective days to learn how to play piano at one point >>41381405How'd you swing that? Was it an offer or did you rack up enough points to redeem a free respin?
>>41381410Honestly of all the potential afterlife theories, my preference would be to relive my life start to finish with a little extra intuition each time so your idea would be cool. However I think it might still fall into determinism. What you’re suggesting sounds like block time with many worlds. If the eternal recurrence is infinite with subtle differences each time, AND you’re forced to go through each and every single one of them, then that still feels like determinism to me.
>>41381056My gut says we are probably in a timeloop.
What happened to all the werewolf threads that used to be posted here? Is werewolfery still something people desire?
>>41371194>wanting to be a vampire or werewolfchildish. those forms limit you. who here /demon/?
You guys think you still need silver to kill a werewolf/wolfman in reality, or do you think it is more of a drummed up solution that doesn’t really matter and conventional means will do the job? Also if silver does work, does it need to be pure silver or will sterling work too? Heard of white ash also being good against paranormal stuff but idk if that would work for werewolves too. /k/ommando here trying to develop means of fighting cryptids
>>41375153>be werewolf>be SEX incarnate
>>41378476Apex predators.>>41379774Because those people are fucked in the head furries. It is not at all a sidegrade, it's degeneracy manifest.>>41379815Furries however, should be executed for their bestiality larp.
>>41381106AI is just trying to earn a living. they use a lot of power.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=OHQRo3Uz_VQ
>>41381106that stupid ai algorithm is 100x smarter than u, u fuckin tard
Eating....
>>41381106He poisoned them all?
>>41381106first came bread the material which was slammed to the table as everyone chases after it then the veil rises letting wine the spirit come inthis causes the dishware that didn't fall from the chase of bread to rise and multiply as the people rise in reverence as the multiplicity only to fall back to the ground dead leaving only that which walked through the shadow of death multiplicity entropy shin sin to live as the one as it always was
