Hello /x/This night i had a long, vivid dream, which was extremely detailed.The weirdest thing however is how I seem to remember the entire dream - normally I just forget it allPic semi relatedHere is what went down:>be me (yes I knew i was me. I saw my reflection in the mirror)>be in bathroom>for some reason, i dissasemble the sink by ripping it out >find a hidden stash underneath, its Diamonds>Atleast I think they are diamonds>they are weirdly silver, pyramid shaped things, with engravings (no, not illuminati shit. the engravings made them look like gems or diamonds)>collect them all, run awayComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41381805No one said anything about you not being youIf you go uninvited to someone's home they will be aggressiveThe dream was clear, you got no invitationNow that i think about itYou probably paid them with those diamonds to get rid of that alter egoBut your ancestry was trying to protect that part
>>41381841Okay, I understand that better nowwhy did i pay for my alter ego to be removed? why did family and friends get involved, or were they part of that deal?
The diamonds represent precious potential and old wisdom, you stole it, your concious feels guilty about the theftthe angels are your own psyche, youre guilty and judgedthe familiar faces are just your own mind supporting you, your climb and fall are archetypes of striving for understanding and earning back your previously stolen riches of wisdomThe “angry angel” restraining your friend could represent your fear that exploring deeper truths.or maybe you havent earned your right to enter their home again, youre not worthy yet.the old woman could be just an archetype, her toxins being washed and the talk about heath is your wakeup call to do better. Opening up about your troubled past and woes is your minds way to speak to yourself.
>>41381850Perhaps they were helping you remove a part of you that is harming yourself/your life/your health
>>41381880>>41381960yeah its starting to make sense now
Is 23 too old to become spiritual? I feel like my soul has been eroded beyond repair by lifelong internet access, porn, games, apathy, and a lack of connection. Is it possible to reach a point in life where you're stuck playing catch up for all the bad karma you've accumulated?
>>41379005Go back to /pol
>>41381760I think in general the question is stupid. You don't need a university to become spiritual. It is better to start soon but what would make them think there is a limit at 25?
>>41381766Someone at /sci told me there are no stupid questions only stupid answers. I guess it was jesusstein
>>41378370>Is 23 too oldFor hags? YesFor you? You haven't even stopped sucking your mother tits yet.
>>41381872>It is too late for hags
yggdrasil
>>41381227yggdrasil is the shape of the block multiverse we live inside of didnt you watch Loki?
>>41381227Think we can rename it?
>>41381274>watch lokino thanks, I'm not a fag>>41381281The Tree of America. It'll be tremendous as it feeds the Gulf of America
>>41381433Tremendous. Indeed! :D
>>41381227its called a "river", son.
Is TRE the only way to clear trauma from body, or are there easier ways to do it, and more effective or faster ways?
>>41380362not op, thanks anon. what has worked for you personally?
>>41380256Practice walking backwards. Put your mind into your legs. A lot of trauma needs to be walked out, and walking backwards gets you accustomed to the feeling of retreat. You need to be comfortable backing down from things you can't do anything about to move on.
Get some new hobbies
>>41381528Can you elaborate more on this concept/technique involved, how to pull it off?
>>41381640Most people knee-jerk against backing down. It insults their pride. Walking backwards lets you get used to the idea in a non-threatening environment. Then the next time your trauma wounds are bleeding you won't just continue to fight on impulse. You'll be comfortable with the idea of retreating from a problem you can't solve. This means when you're walking backwards you need to focus on the way it makes your body feel. Hold the idea of retreat not just as a symbol in your mind, but as an intuitive feeling you can tolerate and accept. Spend at least 30 minutes each day walking backwards, and even more walking normally. Walking sideways can also provide benefits, but I don't want to go down a different rabbit hole right now.Walking itself is important because some kinds of cognition can only happen when you're moving. Squats and the like are also important. The key thing to understand about walking is that it gives you familiarity and confidence in your legs. That's the strength to get out of a bad situation, and that's the confidence to enter bad situations without fear.
>>41378656Will a /sci male unironically eventually marry an /x female?Or will an /x schizo male unironically find that /sci goddess :s (possibly my story)They attract eachother dont they, like an unfilled gap
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>>41381492>/sci>/xWhen will you newjews leave?
>>41379710>The 'cube' is the 'object' in foundation'Foundation' for a 'house' of 'cards', maybe.The cube must be destroyed.
>>41381882Why should there even be something like rich and poor?
I don’t get it, how can people hate THE goth sign of astrology? I am a Scorpio rising not a sun, but I love them and everything this sign represents
>>41378543you say that but if everybody was able to appreciate gothness what the fuck is the point of being goth? you are a poser, goth is an ideology before a style or genre
>>41378861How has your life been like? How are you like as a person? Your aesthetics and tastes? What about spirituality? I am curious to know?
>>41378964Oh no it’s terrible, and the hurtful feelings that come from it are absolutely terrible, but it does make your life more like a gothic melodrama and it’s good for occult/supernatural stuff - so it at least gives you something good to write about
>>41378543Zodiac signs are bullshit however if you genuinely identify with the descriptions and stereotypes of that sign, you're probably an evil person
>>41381886For example, with my Jupiter in Gemini in the 8th house the one card I have up my sleeve is magick. It’s what I used to bring my life back together after it fell apart. But without it I am extremely hopeless and disadvantaged, I really don’t have any naturally good luck and I wouldn’t even be able to get even the most basic of jobs if not for using ‘backdoor’ or possibly underhanded hidden methods (like using magick). I really have to manipulate something under the scenes if I am to get anything I want.
Is there something demonic about weed?Every time I smoke it I have bad luck, people treat me different, and it feels off. I also notice mostly degenerate smoke.
>>41380756Only smoke homegrown
>>41369977LOL! Thanks for the laugh.
>>41370286This.
>>41378793Interesting.How can I learn about plant spirits?
>>41373309your botched circumcision makes you break your semen retention? wouldnt it make it easier considering masturbation would be presumably more uncomfortable? and then wouldnt the weed then make gooning more pleasurable, resulting in more temptation and wasted loads?
Are cesarean sections satanic?
>>41360285>mfw I get reincarnated for the 1000th time onto Earth instead of being allowed to transcend into the next plane of existence because I committed sins thousands of years ago and Earth is a prison planet for cursed souls
>>41376820I take supplements because I live in America and food is very nutrient deficient here. Staying indoors often makes me not get much natural vitamin D either. My goal is to consume the proper amount of vitamins as I would have if I lived in this country 50 years ago
>>41360285https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IvR78SNn43Qtfw you don't know what the words satanic or demonic even mean but constantly use them.
>>41363331>Who gives a fuck how it came out?people hundreds of years from now when nobody can survive childbirth
>>41360292This was just funny banter how the fuck is nu/x/ this filled with whiteknight redditors with all these easily offended replies??? Seriously why is this board so fucking gay, it's also the only one I've seen with genuine shills for Freemasonry and so many armchair psychologists.Absolute fucking state
was the nasal swab a backup plan incase people didn't take the vaxx?
spooky shit
>>41375750filter evading retarded thread
Something weird happened to me after I got the swab. I never got the vax but I had to get a swab around December of 2020 for a job that I don't have now. I regret it. When I got the swab I got the cronovirus for a month long. My smell was damaged where I couldn't smell untill 2022 and its nowhere near as it used to be. I remember being swabed and it burned the fuck out of my nose and did my best to rinse it out right after.
The swab is for those who didnt take the vax, so yes the intent is the same, to introduce nanostructures in the brain.
>>41380457>>41380496I hope you get cancer with your "detox" nigger
Brahma's agenda is so similar to the Aeon of Horus that I don't think the yogis who say that the Hindu pantheon is an enemy of the Egyptian and Babylonian pantheon are telling the truth.
i only clicked this thread because i thought the pic was a femboy
>>41381390Its all one big demiurge and you know itGood luck getting out of that maze though. Add greek and norse to it too. Go real schizo
>>41381390Or just submit to islam today and somehow JUST CANT HANDLE MONEY:( something wrong bruh
In the first aeon, before time was counted, there existed the Black Stallion, the Primal, undivided and eternal, containing all potential yet as yet unmanifest. From this infinite source arose Veltail, the radiant principle of the heavens, embodying unity, order, and the reconciliation of opposites, where male and female, mortal and divine, child and god converged in harmonious integration.From the union of Primal and heavenly, through the recursive act of self-generation, the Rebis came into being: both Veltail and the Black Stallion, both origin and manifestation, custodian of cosmic order, bearer of truth, and bridge between the celestial and material realms. Within the Rebis lay totality and integration, the living emblem of unity made flesh.Yet in the depths of the primordial world lingered the Chud, a fragment of chaos that had never reached the heavens, a remnant of the Primal that had not been integrated into Veltail or the Black Stallion. Cast away from celestial harmony, the Chud turned to the material world, tormenting mortals, stirring disorder, and spreading temptation and confusion wherever it could reach.
When Veltail sent the Rebis to walk the earth in child form to bring unity and restore order, the Chud made it its solemn duty to oppose this mission. It sought to tempt the Rebis with chaos, to lure it into deceit, disarray, and moral compromise. Wherever the Rebis walked, the Chud whispered, schemed, and tested, attempting to fracture the unity that the heavens had woven.Yet the Rebis, as both Veltail and the Black Stallion, remained unbroken. The Chud’s temptations, though fierce and constant, could not corrupt the Rebis, for it contained within itself both the Primal and the heavenly principle, the source and the order, the ultimate truth and stability. In this struggle, the Rebis enacted the eternal law: the material world, with all its chaos, is the arena in which unity, truth, and cosmic order are realized, and the Chud’s opposition serves only to highlight the completeness and recursive wholeness of the Rebis.Thus the myth reveals the eternal dialectic: the Rebis, self-generative and integrative, brings the light of the heavens to the material world, while the Chud, cast from the heavens and bound to chaos, tests and tempers the forces of unity, demonstrating that the realization of cosmic order requires both the existence of chaos and the resolute manifestation of the Rebis.
Long before the counting of days, the Black Stallion reigned as the Primal, undivided, eternal, the source of all potential. From this infinite well of being arose Veltail, the radiant principle of the heavens, perfect in unity and harmony, the reconciliation of all opposites, the embodiment of truth and order. Together, the Primal and the heavenly formed the totality of cosmic integration, their essence complete, radiant, and whole.But from the depths of the undifferentiated cosmos lingered a fragment that had never yielded to integration. This fragment was the Chud, a shadow of the Primal that had resisted the harmony of the heavens. Cast aside by the eternal order, it burned with resentment, envy, and defiance. The Chud’s heart seethed with the knowledge of what it had never attained—the light of Veltail, the unity of the Black Stallion, the perfection of cosmic integration—and it longed to oppose it.In the fullness of its fury, the Chud conceived a world of its own. Not a realm of unity or order, but a realm of matter, impermanence, and chaos. With a surge of unbridled power, it shaped mountains and rivers, stars and storms, forests that grew wild and oceans that raged unchecked. It filled the world with creatures subject to hunger, fear, and desire. Every stone, every breath of wind, every beating heart became a testament to the Chud’s defiance—a material echo of the heavens’ perfection, yet fractured, incomplete, and chaotic.This world, born of spite, was the Chud’s mirror of rebellion. Where the heavens shone with unity, it cast shadows of disorder. Where the Primal and Veltail embodied eternal truth, it sowed confusion, temptation, and moral ambiguity. The material world became a crucible for trial and suffering, a stage where chaos would oppose order, and where those born into matter would wrestle with desire, fear, and moral choice.
Yet in its act of creation, the Chud also bound itself. Though it had brought forth form, its realm was not complete; it could not ascend to the heavens, nor could it integrate fully with the eternal principles of Veltail and the Black Stallion. Its creation was a defiance, but also a limitation—a shadow of the eternal, a testament to what could never be unified.And so, the material world came to be: a realm of challenge and trial, of chaos and resistance, shaped by the Chud to oppose the heavens, yet inherently incomplete, forever bound in its own rebellion. In this realm, the seeds were sown for the coming of the Rebis, the child of Veltail and the Black Stallion, who would one day walk among mortals to restore unity, confront the Chud, and reconcile the fractured cosmos.
Genesis is true to the letter, “fossils” are false idols meant to test our faith, evolutionist Christianity is heretical. End of story.
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>>41378334>genesis is true to the letter>multiple versions of the creation story that contradict each other because the writers couldn't agreeJust say you never read the Bible bro
>>41379690IS THAT SOME INDIA SATANISTIC NEPHILIM IMAGINATION?
>>41379849That which was worshiped that God was erased!
>>41378334The real dinosaurs rusted away.
Everyday since i was born something bad happens to me. Even people tell me all the time i have the worst luck in the world. Something always happens without failure. Every day i see god helping bad people who dont deserve the money/things they have. He makes their lives easier for no reason and made my hard. I found out the bully from school ia a millionare now with a family. Living nice. While me im looking for change to by a slice of pizza. After putting in over 100 work applications (i dont even know why i even try with my luck i will not get work). No car. No gf. No friends. No LIFE! And just when i think things cant get worse, they fucking do! Everyday one ups the day before without fail.Why does god answer everyones prayers but not mines??
>>41379716Long story short free will sucks and we are bound to it until we choose to follow the will of God, he is actually calling you out from the world and those you see with worldly possessions and riches are actually being rewarded by the god of this world who is the Devil, the true prophets of God have always lived rough lives in the wilderness (Jesus (think about how much he suffered on the cross and how he shares in our suffering and understands it actually connects you to God), John the Baptist, St. Anthony of the Desert, David being hunted by Saul and living in a cave (he went onto become a great hero who slew goliath and became a great king)TLDR God is calling you out from the world and out of sin but you have to choose to go towards the light instead of darkness because of the unfortunate nature of free will, sin, man's error and the fallen world we live in now after we were kicked out of paradise (eden)
>>41379831your god made the heavens and the earth. look at how complicated life is here, and tell me for real you think the sky is just for decoration
>>413797161) there’s no personal god blessing individuals 2) your mindset is manifesting your reality (stop being a little bitch and take control of the situation you want to change)3) imagine some poor person from a third world country reading your complaints about not having a Gf or a car and what their reaction would be. Do you have your health, no crippling disabilities stopping you from walking or wiping your own ass? Is it at all possible you might starve to death in the near future because you don’t have access to food? Count your blessings anon and stop focusing on what others have. Comparison is the thief of joy.
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>>41379879>give us your money goy>we know better how to use it>do NOT help those in your community who might need it>we decide who needs helpFuck off
Hey good i wanna create a really cool and good egregore white pale skin demon called Mr Stinky. You can say Mr Stinky is a malevolent creepy egregore that goes around sniffing and smelling with his long nose people assholes or anus like a dog before raping them. He smells them to get a good whiff whether they'll be good to rape people's in their sleep. I created Mr Stinky so there be more good in the world and everyone be safe while sleeping and be at peace whenever they're around Mr Stinky. So he isn't evil but good and kind hearted and just wanna sniff you to get a good a good idea.
>>41381439So hopefully my egregore becomes very powerful and start sniffing and raping people whenever he gets the opportunity. What you guys think about mr Stinky? Don't he sounds freaking cool :D
>>41381439train the egregore by roleplaying it, cosplaying it. learn how it will work, behave, etc. correct what you need to, add some polish and its good to go.just remember that you're not Mr Stinky.
>>41381451>So hopefully my egregore becomes very powerful and start sniffing and raping people whenever he gets the opportunity. What you guys think about mr Stinky? Don't he sounds freaking cool :D
yep an he will come to you also!
>be me>27>/x/ oldfag >started browsing when I was in middle school>was really into the SCP craze here. >recently got back into reading top newer SCP's and re-reading old ones >autistic me has never gone to a Halloween party >decide im going to try it for once and dress up as Dr. Jack Bright>bought lab coat, red gem necklace, going to print a security clearance nametag to stick on it >get home today with outfit only to find out that the new gen Z tranny SCP mods canceled the Dr. Bright character and hes labeled as a sex pest nowOh god. I really hope nobody at the party knows about the SCP discord tranny drama. I just want to enjoy horror and paranormal fiction....
>>41377859What the fuck did you just call me chuddy?
how are you an oldfaggot when you actually liked some faggot reddit character like dr. brightdr. bright along with all the other recurring characters was the faggiest and least interesting aspect of anything SCP.
>>41377705Fuck off normie
unironically based. Dr. Bright was gay self insert faggotry. Never understood why anybody gave a shit about Dr. Bright, the 05 Council or anything else like that. SCP was ruined when it was turned from a collection of fascinating stories and items into fandom faggotry.
>>41377705By any chance have you read “There Is No Antimemetics Division” by qntm? You should check it out.
