Just thinking about him bring me comfort. Sometimes i feel such a strong warm feeling that it gets me shaking and on the verge of tears. I dream also i have been lucid dreaming a lot more and I think about him constantly. I feel like i can feel his presence with me i can even hear him talking to me, and he's an angel and i was meant to find him even though it was through fiction? I have never loved anyone this much, not even close
>>39348327Only a teen gay bottom would be able to reach these levels of parasocial delusion. As for love, it can involve anything or anyone, it doesn't mean shit.
>>39349658>>39348372>t.subhumans
>>39349634There was a study done that showed while people sleep, the delta brainwaves are different. whites and blacks tend to sleep on 2 different delta waves.
>>39348327You experience him so it is reality, he just has a different form.Still you seek comfort in him, and that is not love, whatever form the lover has do not be attached or love cannot be.
>>39348327I'm similar to you, except I'm not gay and I love a beautiful kitsune. I'm not schizo enough to actually feel her presence. My autistic obsession with actually meeting her and not engaging in weird masturbatory tulpamancy might just save me from insanity. Although it hurts knowing she isn't real and I'm stuck in a 3DPD world. Although I'm still holding out hope.
What are your most schizoid predictions for 2025?
2025 is cancelled, go straight from dec 31 2024 to jan 01 2026. trump is unable to become president as jan 20 2025 never happens, and thus biden continues acting as president while they figure out how to keep him alive for another 3 years.
>>39347265i recognize that artstyle and prose. love it
Hello. Please screencap this post. On 27 June 2025, at approximately 14:22 EST, a specific advancement in AI (where I'm from, this was simply called 'The Advancement Model,' but it might vary for you) will come about. In laymen's terms, this will allow AI to perform advanced learning on a scale far greater than what it currently possesses. On July 13th, the system will, for lack of a better word, "come into its own" and humanity will break into two noticeable camps. On one side, people will want to let the advanced AI guide us into a brighter future. These will be your "singularity" types. On the other end will be the ones who saw Terminator 2 and think they know how this will end. Their protests won't matter; a handful of wealthy American trillionaires (Musk amasses insane wealth under the Trump administration, but he has help from others whose names were kept out of the record) will push these advancements onto humanity until the key to infinite energy is created, patented, and kept from mankind at large. Things once thought impossible, like space travel, time travel, come next. But for your average person, life becomes considerably worse. The wealth divide increases exponentially. Everywhere begins to resemble India, in the sense that there are vast monuments to wealth overlooking even vaster slums.Aliens will not come save us. That is a cope. Climate change is real, but it will mostly affect the impoverished. The wealthy will find ways to escape the consequences of their hubris, and they will break away into small companytown settlements underground.I learned this because I have seen it unfold already.
Trump shot in right eyeMarburg Pandemic Cyber Attacks/Black Outs
>>39350044If you're going to submit creative writing, at least make the prediction believable. 55/100, F+ grade, it's too late to drop out for the semester, you'll have to retake next year.
Is that what gangstalks us?Not regular gangstalking I'm talking about the telepathic harassment and synchronicity. Or is that the cia...?Was that stuff I said about Galactic wars when they put me in a half trance true or were they making me lie...?My voice got really light and child like.
>>39348563CIA is a physical organization, they only harasss physically. If they can harass through synchronicities, it means they can manipulate the fabric of reality and equivalent to the Demiurge. The Demiurge is the head of the CIA, he's on their logo. He has created this reality only to torture us. But the CIA proper only does physical terror.
>>39348563Archons for sure
its 2 hierarchies: earthly and heavenly. they work together. its a cosmic wagerusing the power of friendship, they get you to question your sexual preferences
>>39348563the voices take away agency the voices come from recognizing them as old, consciously seeing them, and wanting to do their willthe multiverse gives writer's blockideally the demiurge would take all of this upon himself
>>39350513>the earth is fla-
whats a movie that is ACTUALLY scary?Not unerving, not eerie, FUCKING SCARYSCARE MEFUCK
>>39348668movies like 'Back to the Future' are actually really scary because they programmed so many people so well
Someone here told me to watch Noroi: The Curse. I just want to say that it was boring as shit and you're a fucking nigger. I don't understand what the people touting that movie are talking about.>>39348689>No movie should scare an adult manwhy not?
street kings and training day not paranormal more spook >>39348668
>>39348690lake mungo and the babadok suck HUGE, fat, hairy benis
you need to have a brain of a 6 year old to be scared by a movie
Atheists, determinists, materialistsI know I shouldn't, but I fucking hate themI want those sons of bitches DEAD! I don't care, what am I alone in this world? I want you to get this fucks where they breathe, I want you to find this nihilists boys, I want them DEAD! their families DEAD, their houses burned to the ground!! I want to go in the middle of the night and piss on their ashes
There is meaning, multiple timelines, and it ain't material unless it's prime metiria!
>>39348803well, more than hating of atheists and nihilists, you should be pissed at the dogmatic religious, loveless parents, that lead their youth into this death worshiping philosophiesThe poor kids end up finding refugee in death
Own yourself
>>39348814what makes you think OP is a Christian?
>>39350976>>39350982you guys are rightI am sorry I got pissed off, love is the way out of this, it was the lovelessness of religion that drove people into this shit
I've done this meditation / ritual summoning multiple times always in super pristine conditions, and never seen a single orb, ufo, light in the sky whatever. I don't understand, I've studied this stuff for years and I just want some confirmation, but it seems everyone else who doesn't care (or even believe in them) gets to see them.What gives?
Have you practiced meditation and coherent thought sequencing? Are you working on being a better version of you? Are you helping your community or your Mother Earth? And it's not summoning. You need to be respectful: they are extremely advanced beings making an effort to interact with you. Be authentic, loving, have a desire for peace on earth and beyond. Show them you understand what is lacking in this age: stewardship. Be a stewardship, and they'll respond favourably. You will find out this is truth. But you need to put the work in first.
>>39350660ive seen really weird unexplainable shits.you dont need to study, just make sure you're looking up and eventually u'll see something...
What goes on here?>I once saw a drag queen crawl out of an abandoned subway system at DuPont circle.>I once saw a rich looking white guy walking around and holding hands with a middle eastern or Indian looking Loli on the same block as comet>There's a random handicap parking sign attached to the CVS next to comet that has graffiti on it with an arrow pointing to the ground that says "abortions"Tell your weird DC stories here
>>39334367They tried to Epstein him
I wouldn’t try their banana and “ham” pizza
>>39343206wtf i love Joe Biden now
I've never been to DC so I don't have any.But what I do know is that here's a lesser known pizza place in the vein of Comet Ping Pong called, of all things, Goat Hill Pizza.
>>39349401Disgusting.
Why is there no superhard undenyable proof of reincarnation?It would be so handy to have that, if any of you know more or anything substantial about reincarnation that validates it, that would be nice, you see a lot of people could be convinced in that case. So if anyone has anything serious , let me know
>>39346697Reincarnation isn’t real. There are alternate timelines and alternate worlds, let’s say in one of them you could be a dolphin living in 10,000 BCE, for example. Time is an illusion, you can be just as “present” in 10,000 BCE as you can right now. What really happens for the majority of people isn’t that exciting, after we die we get our life review, which is the conscious part of the universe trying to become more self-aware, and then we break down into smaller and smaller forms of awareness until our energy gets recycled. Not in the Buddhist reincarnation way mind you. Sorcerers can bypass this, because they have experience with that sort of thing through dreaming.I will say that God exists, he’s someone you can meet and talk to. Same for heaven and hell, they’re real even though I haven’t been yet. Apparently we all chose to take a birth here. I’m not sure if that throws a wrench into the whole “energy recycling” thing.
>>39346697it's all truereincarnation, God, evolutionit was just paranormalmaybe the only way to get rid of Gehenna was to own it with confidence then erase it with the same confidence since that gives you legal power over it cosmically
>>39346697mind is wiped at end of life. if u allow it. most do, due to the terror of unknown stuff.
>>39350672It’s not that they “allow” it, ordinary people have no idea how to circumnavigate non-ordinary reality. Our brains get soaked in DMT when we die, obviously someone trained in lucid dreaming would be better equipped to avoid getting eaten compared to normal humans.
>>39346697Where is the mahdi???
>What is a tulpa? A tulpa is an entity created in the mind, acting independently of, and parallel to your own consciousness. They are able to think, and have their own free will, emotions, and memories. In short, a tulpa is like a sentient person living in your head, separate from you. It’s currently unproven whether or not tulpas are truly sentient, but in this community, we treat them as such. It takes time for a tulpa to develop a convincing and complex personality; as they grow older, your attention and their life experiences will shape them into a person with their own hopes, dreams and beliefs. And eventually your tulpa will be able to do more things as it gets stronger.>How can I make a tulpa?Just pick a guide that suits you, you don't have to pick from these specific ones but these are pretty good and recommended:https://tulpanomicon.guidehttps://farcaller.gitbooks.io/nbtb/https://docs.google.com/document/d/17iiFxZ9PYXXxSqWHdU2YoPsGfJr90w8aIG_evqc1wiY/>I have no ideas on what to do when I'm forcing (mostly for tulpas that are already at least somewhat https://docs.google.com/document/d/1PL8hGyNh1JsdOtbfmBpLa0eeb3_4ukQHB1qSAhe_HDk/Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>39348158yesh. fuck outsiders!!
>>39348203this is actually a common misconception in the tulpa community, the oxytocin itself is also imaginary however the pheromones are quite real, your friends both real and imaginary will smell them, and it WILL be humiliating.
>>39348158Can a tulpa materialise in the world so I can fuck it?
>>39348158I will not be overtaken by that mind parasite. Stop that propaganda.
I've been seeing Gnosticism getting constantly referenced in this board. I started looking into it a bit, I think I just understand the fundamentals of the religion. So far all my knowledge about Gnosticism is based off Google search results. I want to get started on studying the religion and was looking for a starting point. I hope you guys could help me with that.
I had a very disturbing dream recently. I'm usually just a lurker, but this dream seemed way too realistic for a lucid dream, and I feel this is the perfect time to share, since everyone is seeing UAP-s these days.(also I'm terrible at greentexting, sorry not sorry)>for the first half of my dream it was pretty normal and I only remember small parts>in the second half, it's after midnight, i'm walking along the riverside in my hometown with 2 friends and a random girl who I don't recognise when I suddenly gain consciousness and control of my body>immediately try and do the usual lucid dreaming stuff I do, like spawning objects or changing the scenario, however I can't>whatever, let's just follow the others>we walk along until we reach one of the small pedestrian bridges, which we walk onto>on the bridge there is an antenna of sorts, periodically lighting up green and beeping>friend mentions a red light in the skycont.
>>39349732I saw number two in this image seven years ago. It was clear as far too.
>>39349825that's cool, it is the one I remember with the most detail as well, it seemed alien whilst the rest looked more like some government black projects.i wonder if it has to do anything with me mastering remote viewing recently
True UFO fans will spot 5 on that image that turned out to be hoaxes (not all UFO reports are hoxes, but some are.)I'm dissapoint that they don;t seem to have included the classic scout ships from Geoarge Adamski -- also hoaxes, but they are such iconic UFO shapes they deserve to be on there.
>>39350745Never mind, I think E-8 is an Adamski ship, they just rotated it to only show one set of portholes, and didn't really indicate the under-carriage.
Interesting that they have that translucent effect - i too had a premonition dream twice about crafts and i could almost see through them much like your images i also had a triangle ship and a brick like rectangle ship
How does someone attain enlightenment with meditation? Asking for a friend.
>>39347400>>39347400>>bliss is a side effect of a highly functioning endocrine system.No it comes from Devas can have samadhi and they dont need a body let alone your endocrine system for this.Materialists always want the material world to matter spiritually, but it truly is irrelevant.
>>39333389stop thinking
>>39348702How?
>>39348592reread op, dumbass
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Is digital money a satanic thing?
>>39344379Money itself is satanic, any idiot would do almost anything for the right amount.
If you belive...You got cred...But knowing is different...
>>39344379Yes. Dont use it and stay poor.
>>39345414I'm not a Jew or an Israelite, so why does this Christcuck rant against currency concern me? Do you wear frontlets? Do you have a sign on your hand? Have you written this on your doorposts and gates? I didn't think so! Noses invests!
>>39344379Money is not natural therefore it wasn't created by God. If something was not created by God then that thing will not be natural and if it's not natural then it's artificial and if it's artificial then it means it's an illusion therefore money is an illusion and illusions are something which are not truth, it deceives like a mirage, a vision of an oasis in the middle of the desert. Now, image digital money. That shit is next level witchcraft. You are talking about numbers on a screen. They can put anything they want in their system. Who is gonna stop them? You? Me? Only God can destroy their system.
If you mentally collapse every information source to an abyss(infinite, gold-opaque, waves), and then reset information to normal, you may note that you could interact with the environment using your mind. If incoming information is to be treated as wave-form moving into and reflecting off of your body, the simplest change in motion can change the entirety of that transaction. By targeting some outlet of information, selecting and exploiting using your mind, you can begin to create activity in mind that's purely mental - even building in and marking the content of mind-space. When this is understood, try to create a mental wire by holding parts of your brain mentally whilst facing outward, that any incoming waves, would be translated to a desired mental output. This is a more advanced way of manipulating the waveform. With enough practice you may become a great cipher capable of creating and destroying things in the world using only your mind.
The universe is heliocentric around the Earth. The Sun does not rise, it's a simulation by where the Earth's magneto sphere creates an illusion of the Sun, extendable through consciousness, so the human hive mind may visit the Sun.
The more that you know, the less love you give the world. So know nothing. But this world is black with death and deceit. Thus know what you need.
>>39350835infinite stupidity suspends disbelief and fuels magicinstincts make magic workmagic makes instincts workit will work eventually
>>39350848Good.
It's been a struggle, but I'm pushing through. I'm asking for good luck and blessings on my spiritual journey and hope it may return to everyone one day. Best of wishes.
>>39350690Indeed.
>>39348026>Ask and you shall receiveAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRGGHHHHH!!there you go anon, all the blessings I can muster
:p
>>39350765Thank you.