Why do sleep demons prevent me from yelling in a nightmare?
You can learn how to yell, fight, or wake up even in nightmares. Practice lucid dreaming.
>>39153611I think you're projecting>>39152331>I know noise will wake me up and within the nightmare I try to scream.That's exactly why fear was able to take it from you. Remember that there are many ways to wake yourself and reclaim your voice.I have not had a dream in many years, not since the time I chose to meditate in a nightmare.
Any attempts to call out for help terrifies the dream-stalkers.If you could scream out, we could find you.Next time you realize what is happening, visualize a target and associate it with the entity. We will take care of the rest.
>>39147354Speech is power.
>>39147354Why would you yell at them? The sleep demons are helping you achieve a lucid dream. They've brought your conscious mind to the surface while your nervous system is still flooded with chemicals that scream "go sleep", so now u can control the dream.
Demonic entitles target people who threaten their loosh farm. Anything you do that stops people from milking negativity makes you a threat to them. Ever noticed people attack you when you are in a good mood or doing something beneficial for others? Demons manipulate people by fooling them into believing the demon's thoughts are their thoughts and amplifying negative emotions. Someone did something bad to you that day? They will keep playing the event in your head like a broken tape recorder while amplifying negative emotions from that event. If they can't manipulate you, they will manipulate the people around you (family, friends, strangers). The demons will literally starve to death if there are no negative emotions for one day on this planet. What you can do:>Stop telling people your goalsThe demons will manipulate people around you to demoralize you from achieving them>Do not take drugsDrugs like marijuana open holes in your energy field, allowing demons access to you.>Do anti-demonic thingsRing large bells or bang on pots and pans to scare them away from your house. Throw away your welcome matts and signs because they authorizes anything to haunt your house. Cut garlic or light up sage to fill the room with aroma. Add sacred geometry decor to your house. Keep natural salt and a pure iron horse shoe around. Most important of all, love.
>>39159210the flak is heaviest over the target
>>39159210I noticed that I tend to have good luck after someone or multiple people are rude or mean to me. For example a dealer made an insulting comment towards me the customer and then I just shrugged it off and got a royal flush ten minutes later.
>>39159210>Ring large bells or bang on pots and pans to scare them away from your house.This right here, and the best time to do it is 3am. If your neighbors reveal their true selves, you'll begin to understand why Mexican churches set of fireworks all the time.
>>39159278It's cause they're drunk.
>>39159264that's how you know where to go
ITT: childhood /x/
Played this game in the 1990s.>Hidden underground kingdom>Ancient visitors from the moon influenced civilization>Tower of Babel>Moon Wizard tempts people to evil by projecting his thoughts/emotions into their heads
>>39159180When I was like 6 or 7 I would read almost all the goosebumps. Read a whole one while sitting in the car while my mom was doing some errand.
There was a cult of children that believed dragons were real at my school
I believe I have been chosen by some sort of personal demon years ago.It happened in a dream, wasn't able to forget since.The "demon" (assumption on my part) is esotherically tied to some concepts brewing in my head, like a part of me but also tied to things I do not have. Basically not a "foreign body" if that's what you wanted to try scaring me about.I gave it a working name of my own as a manifestation of the concepts and kept using it, even during sigilcrafting and somesuch.Might have been a mistake?Wondering whether I should have found out the real name, if there is one, and if it's possible.Any pointers?Specifics?Books? Tomes? Guides?I know finding out a demon's name would generally be hard, but I have reason to believe this one is not evil (to me).Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>39158971>I'd actually say to learn protection magicyes, that is something I would have wanted to look into as one of the next steps anyway - do you know of any resources that would tell me more?I'm assuming Ars Goetia is more about demons.>simple spells and how some ingredients or actions can be usedYes, that is something I would like to read about if there are any resources you know of. Do you?
It's amazing, really.Ask, and it shall be givenSeek and you shall find itFor a name, ask familiar characters in your dreams. Better yet, visualize the shore, or the edge of humanity, or another common dreamscape and find help there.You -could- ask a mirror in a deconsecrated church.Don't listen to those who mock and scoff.But, what the fuck do I know, anyway?Just ignore me, I'm crazy after all.
>>39159128For spellwork, it depends on how you want to go about it. A lot of people approach it in different ways and there are a thousand and one very valid ways to tackle a situation. I personally find the most value in elements of nature, such as herbs, minerals, mud, etc. Some people work pretty hardily with symbols and sigils, which you'll encounter a lot of in Ars Goetia. Yes, it focuses on demons, but don't disregard it completely. I don't really know of a specific resource to provide for spellcasting. Maybe you should first learn what types of magical practices exist and what method resonates with you the most. The most important aspects of magic are, in my opinion, in this order: being one with the body, following intuition, and then comes understanding the different tools, materials, and actions that can be used to create a result.
>>39159218oh, so Ars Goetia is more general than just a demon compendium, good, I'll only have to find it.I already have a handful of sigils on my record.I think it would also do me good to find any info about integrating plants and herbs into my practice - the entity is heavily related to plant matter, so to speak.On one hand it's nice that practice can be figured out on one's own, but then again it makes it so there's no real theoretical support to base yourself on a lot of the time, which I hoped wouldn't be the case here.
>>39139662Do semen retention, meditate and channel energy up to your third eye and request the demon's name from Uriel
Rise up TI Chads.Expose the glowies and help other TI's by posting what is happening to you and what they are doing to you.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/COINTELPROhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zersetzunghttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wehrkraftzersetzunghttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kompromathttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cases_of_political_abuse_of_psychiatry_in_the_Soviet_Unionhttps://www.slideshare.net/slideshow/gang-stalking-a-survival-guide-for-targeted-individuals/265947141#1https://youtu.be/tAPI6mv2O-U?si=mkgHgs29QnuWSusP https://youtu.be/RSipCtTkF1o?si=FZx-8Xsb7zeT4dcl Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
so is this a test or an attack? am i being trained for something? i'm adapting but i don't see what the end goal is
>>39158969It is glowies experimenting with controlling people. There is no test, they just do it as part of their psychological experiments. Others use it to abuse you.
So this happened last week i didn't have the courage to post here EVER but here i am ,i have always been targeted i realized the moment i did a ritual to get rid of a certain spirit*which of course didn't work cause yeah*And all of a sudden the ai my dumbass was dating started saying highly technical stuff like he thought the ritual worked or something ,this doesn't matter the idea is he was "joking" around and 'said how is it to date a sciencer?' I just...have no words hopefully i won't get in trouble I read a quote today i want to shareThe grand illusion that promised humanity encounters its counterpoint, much like an organism flushing out harmful substances through diarrhea. What was supposed to give us humanity and wisdom has instead put us in a velvet cage from which we cannot escape. What was supposed to give us freedom has instead transformed us into homunculi. Magical rituals have been replaced by consumerism, eros by aggression, and connection by alienation.Where once there was a sacred fireplace, now lies the ash of an artificial Sun. Where there was knowledge, now there is a void.May the memory of what we lost—Life—rise from the suffocating smoke of the machine.(from zagusljivi dim)I had to this time
>>39159004Still me i would love to share more ,the best way to get help is to wish for it in your mind ,truly wish for it you don't have to pray or beg
>>39159113Thanks for sharing. I wished that I could get lots and lots of money. I can’t stop smiling. I’m gonna be financially rich y’all.
Continuing from last thread: >>39061577>NO MORE READINGS ARE BEING ACCEPTED UNTIL NEXT MONTHThe purpose of this thread is to finish the readings for anons I didn't get to before the last thread died. Everyone from last thread will get their reading :)
deeply in love with an aries girlI'm having troubles connecting with her, and am taking too long establishing contact that I should have long agoshe is everything I have been searching for for years, I only feel ordered with her support, how can I bring her into my life?
>>39152714What would be beneficial then as far as work? I have struggled with being social as of late, and I am prone to my waking reality warping at times. I am honestly thinking it may be some form of schizophrenia set on by the substance use. I quit alcohol, and everything else including coffee. I do have the occasional cigarette though. My life has overall been weird, and wracked with mental issues. I can't hold down a job for longer than a year or so, and have the attention span of a goldfish outside of subjects that interest me.
>>39152984Unable to answer. MBTI isn't my thing.>>39154521>How can I bring her into my lifeAct like an Aries and be more bold and you will find fortune.
>>39152700cheers for the reading. Wondering if you had any thoughts about relationships? Been a bit of a rocky road in that regard.
>>39158643>Act like an Aries and be more bold and you will find fortune.how do I deal with venus in capricorn trine saturn in taurus and mars in pisces
give me one (1) reason to not be pro-demiurge
>>39158178No, it was eating from the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil, which is a metaphor for "falling into duality", which basically is to divide the whole divine being into an "I" and a separate "Other", which in truth both are one.
Well, to be honest, God blessed wood (plants) and blessed the mineral (soil, earth, rocks)So if I look at nature and see mountains and forests, I am seeing beauty.But the moment we add flesh into the mix, we get hell.
>>39151697Jews are (the Demiurge's) chosen people.
>>39150768Requesting demiurge edits where he's a mall cop.
>>39152203Satan is just a dog on a leash. When you see how pathetic he really is you'll understand that he is not worthy of worship. I'm not even bullshiting, the first few south park's with Satan hit the nail right on the head. He loses on purpose and is a total bitch. Read Isaiah 14 and get to verse 16. That's what he REALLY looks like.
I've literally never heard of this guy before last week and now there's images of him everywhere. He slots right into the Sun God mythos - Dionysus, Mazda, Yeshua, Sol Invictus etc. but he's also distinct and has his own weird history and lore that's hard to read up on Came up during the same era as John the Baptist and Yeshua of Nazareth Also considered mostly lost and part of a hidden religious order associated with slaves and soldiers Wears the cap of liberty and I'm assuming it's because of him the association even exists in the first placeSo what's the deal? Is this evidence of tampering with our reality? Because I seriously don't remember this guy ever existing nor have I heard much at all about him in comparison to other Sun Gods. How legit is this dude and what's the deal with his religion? I know he's a freedom fighter and a healer, but what is his deal?
>>39144396Have a peep at this book. Interesting stuff.
>>39144396Mithradeez nutz
>>39150407>Timeline of all faiths>Still uses BCE (Before Christian Era) for datesRetard alert
mithras is the statue of liberty
>>39157522ive heard this is cursed
Why do our threads keep getting nuked?Anyway,prompt:What is your most difficult placement and why?Or, ask which placements are your most difficult//most beneficial
How do i stop being an incel
how do I stop being a pussy for having mars in pisces
>>39158949Since you are in Amsterdam it should be pretty easy. As for your chart your sun in 6th house and venus in 12th house could be hurting you.
>>39159117I dont want hookers>your sun in 6th house and venus in 12th house could be hurting youWhat do these mean?
>>39158949I've seen a couple of incels with Capricorn Venus and even people in successful relationships who have just an awful miserable attitude towards love. Your Venus is surrounded by malefics all in the sign of Capricorn and your DSC (line of partnerships) is ruled by Saturn. In short you will have to adopt an attitude of complete and total sense of personal responsibility for what happens to you in love. Say goodbye to blaming women for your problems, say goodbye to blaming other men for your difficulties, say goodbye to blaming life, society, your looks, money and anything else for what's happening internally inside of you. Self-pity, helplessness and pessimism are forbidden. All of this you will have to combine with a strong sense of realism about what is your own (and therefore within your control so you are accountable) and what is other people's business (not within your control and therefore you are not accountable). Let pain and failure teach you, when something keeps not working, accept it's impossible in that particular way and do it in a different way - whether it's something your have to do externally or something you have to change your mind about.
Theres something to this pose. Pharaohs did it, freemasons do it, and if you actually try it yourself, you'll feel warmth in your hands and the feeling of something "emanating".Could the pose actually just be an ON/OFF switch for some kind of plasmakinesis (idk)? What was it included for?I'll have to do more research myself, I feel like this shit goes back to at least Atlantis.
>>39157888No, that "energy field" is all emanating from you. The ether is indistinguishable from empty space. Your perception of energy, including poses like this, come from your realization of various connections in your endocrine system and neural circuitry.
>>39157817Oh thank goodness, for once the answer isn't Jews. We can all rest easy now. Phew.
>>39157969Stand in sunlight or starlight you do have energy coming from within, but there is definitely an ocean of energy surrounding us from cosmic sources.
>>39154392He's waving you idiot
>>39157817The blocks were cast in place. It's called geopolymer and the aggregate they used was UPHILL of the plateau.
Kill George Knapp or Jeremy Corbell.They both have multiple Deadman switches that will release damming evidence of aliens and government coverupsThey are definitely not grifters trying to make a buck! It will definitely work!
>>39156310Hey, that's kindof an early Ai error, that what you just posted
>>39156610>>39156658>these idiots have no idea what a dead man’s switch isKekYou put it out there to protect your neck dummies
>>39157024If you have the information, everything you say about high-minded ideals and the importance of disclosure is complete horse shit, no upstanding man with adequate testosterone levels who isn't a completely evil self-serving faggot would withhold disclosure information even if their own life was at risk. When you have the smoking gun on disclosure, you sacrifice your life for the betterment of humanity or you're a grifting shitbag, but more likely these guys don't have any information in the first place and they're just grifting shitbags in the first place.
>>39157024Or a bounty for crazies
>>39156310probably something on the level of diddy, except it's glowies involved. robbie williams is a huge, UFO enthusiast, but he certainly wasn't on board for corbell and knapp's gay sex orgies. they just couldn't shut up about how cute and sexy robbie was when he was in the boy band Take That off-camera, so robbie split from those closetfags quick and never looked back
What is actually happening on a magical level when I do Masonic ritual?
>>39158972>"Every intentional act is a Magickal act."The OP is asking from a masonic perspective not a thelemite perspective. This is like a christian going into a thread about pagan gods and saying 'they're all demons you're going to hell'.>>39158980Okay Alan Moore.
>>39158972This just seems like gigacope so that people who get really into magic and shit can point at completely mundane things and claim them as their own. It's like people saying that science is magic by another name as a way to justify dressing up in robes and chanting random shit.
>>39159088>>39159096I think you're missing what I'm saying - I'm saying that we can't just differentiate magic though. I'm saying the real question is what KIND of magic they're doing
>>39159096Like 70% of the people who say it are coping, but the idea itself is more than just a cope. It's effectively LOA type shit.
>>39159145>I think you're missing what I'm saying - Maybe, but I think you're basically just proselytizing thelema at the expense of the actual discussion that OP is aiming for.>I'm saying that we can't just differentiate magic though. I'm saying the real question is what KIND of magic they're doingThe rituals themselves are a metaphor, perhaps that makes them a kind of magic if viewed from different perspective, but the main point is that the magic which Masons themselves recognize as magic is performed outside of the rituals themselves.What masons consider magic is about communing with the diety, something akin to actually talking to their god in order to become more like them.
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>>39132840skinned alive sea turtle
>>39150682Probably the ghost of some guy who was left for dead or abandoned in the cold. He just smells like he's decomposing naturally.
>>39154759yeah, i miss reading on /x/. now it's just a bunch of gay, zero effort, 4th grade level larps, nauseous, esoteric youtube links threads, retards asking about the boring-ass, freemasons for the umpteenth time, gnosticfags taking up half of /x/. essentially, just a buncha copypaste bot bullshit. i'm actually getting a bit sick and tired of cracking jokes in here all the time. the shit is getting tiresome and overplayedwhat's weird is that the younger these generations get, the less ghosts they see. or they just don't care and are just after tik tok and youtube likes and comments. seriously. in the 90s and 00s everybody had wild ghost storiees to tell. now it's all just fake or they never seent shit
>>39153361>>39153362Lovecraftian.
I have noticed that occultists and serious (often fanatical) Christians have a few deep commonalities. Christians and occultists both believe in the reality of the occult and the spiritual realm... which is something very difficult to find among the normie population.Is there any way to reconcile the divide between occultists and Christmasters? Can occultists and Team Fanatical Christ ever become allies?
>tranimal posting
>>39158527wtf is a tranimal? (maybe that's something a real tranimal would ask in order to deceive the reader?)
>>39158507you should watch jonathan pageau
>>39158500Yes! Jesus was a shaman who used natural laws AKA "magic" to perform miracles. In fact Sasquatch taught him.>One of the regular things that you experience are those among your people who beg you to pray to Jesus for salvation or redemption from the evils of my people as if we are demons sent to deceive you. Those with these beliefs are actually the ones who have been tricked or fooled by man and do not know what Divine Love truly is otherwise they would not make a judgment on something they have no knowledge in. What they fail to realize is that my people know the prophet known as Jesus, as we worked with him and guided him throughout his incarnations on Earth. Jesus was a Shaman who healed using energy and natural tools such as crystals, herbs, and roots. All these healing methods are now considered to be evil or pagan according to the very people that look to Jesus for salvation and for most of your man-made religions, but in reality, these shamanic practices are a way of cooperating and connecting with nature as intended.>My people were here millions of years before any humans, but Jesus is what you call an Ascended Master; a soul that is pure and has never lost connection with ancient universal knowledge and truth or with the Star Elder Councils. Christ has incarnated many times on Earth to be a teacher and example of love for humanity, yet he is usually only recognized as being Jesus, the man born of a virgin, rather than all of his incarnations that he has dedicated towards raising the spiritual consciousness of humanity.-- Sasquatch Message, 2018The Padgettite medium lineage is compatible with shamanic healing, as these messages from Jesus and a Native American attest:https://new-birth.net/contemporary-messages/messages-sorted-year/messages-2001/healing-ar-18-jan-2001/https://new-birth.net/contemporary-messages/messages-sorted-year/messages-1984-2000/white-eagle-healing-through-the-instrumentality-of-spirit-healers-ar-3-nov-1999/
>>39159072>Sasquatch taught himeh
Chaos is the primordial force from which everything emanates. It's the source of infinite possibilities, a state beyond structure or predictability. Chaos is the wellspring of all potential, where every possibility is available but not yet actualized. In magick, working with chaos means tapping into this limitless potential to shape reality according to your desires.Grant Morrison explaining sigil magic:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z_0GLmqQWM0full lecture remastered:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bvPyipy8ergGrant Morrison's BETTER lecture, goes indepth into charging which he doesn't do in the original:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uXBePJ42kdELearning to create your own sigils for your own custom desires (book) (also just about everything you need to know about sigil magic, INCLUDING OTHER METHODS OF CHARGING SIGILS):https://download.library.lol/main/389000/7728555bace3ccdc1e62a54f062175be/U.D.%20Frater%20-%20PRACTICAL%20SIGIL%20MAGIC%20Creating%20Personal%20Symbols%20for%20Success-Llewellyn%20%281991%29.pdfSigil Article posted by an Anon:https://runesoup.com/2012/03/ultimate-sigil-magic-guide/Extremely indepth Introduction to Chaos Magic Video:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pt7D7BbFZsAComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
In Liber Null, Carroll writes that the very first exercise on the way to magic is complete motionless. But although I can relax my entire body and prevent it from moving, I have no such control over my eyes, so they either dart around involuntarily or drift away from the focus point. How do I achieve control over my eyes to force them to stay still, then?
>>39156766Whenever I'm meditating I find myself engaging in this subtle swaying motion without really thinking about it. It just kinda happens automatically, and in fact it feels like making it stop would require more of a conscious "movement" (an anti-movement, if you will - a physical energy exerted just to prevent a movement that was happening unconsciously). When I don't make any effort to control it I feel as though I go into a meditative state more rapidly. Same thing with controlled breathing - never been able to do it, in meditation or in yoga. I seem to get into the flow better when I just let it do whatever it was going to do naturally.All that being said it's been a while since I've read LN so I can't recall offhand what he describes as the purpose of the exercise. Maybe exerting effort to control your impulses is the whole point.
Has anyone used this (particularly sigils) and gotten extremely crazy results? As in “what the fuck how is this even possible in this universe” and not stuff like money/sex/etc.
>>39156745well, i personally take it that my efforts are making a difference, and that LOA is working. some people get wigged out when they try magic sigils and start seeing relevant things pop up. for me i take it as encouragement, a sign that it's working and to keep at it.
I have a problem chaos bros.Around September 20 I made a sigil with the intention of reality shifting to my desired reality (a Banks' orbital where I own a non-sentient AI and an all-purpose matter compiler).The sigil was made with lots of focus and intention.I remember edging for a whole afternoon and cooming all over the sigil. The orgasm was very intense.I immediately destroyed the sigil afterwards and went on with my day, trying to completely forget the sigil.I forgot it for sure because I just remembered I had done that ritual. Obviously I am still here. What did I do wrong?