when life turns out not the way one expects you either turn into a doubter and start to think the creator must be fallible or everything was a mistake, the other option is that you double down instead in their beliefsnow it would be interesting to know what makes the people who chose one over the other different from another or if it's just chance which one gets chosen
I just choose to stop thinking about it. Life sucks, I'm just waiting for it to be over, no more hopes or dreams. It's just whatever. I hope that whatever comes next is good, but I don't see any point in worrying about it. M
i doubt the creator of this thread mistakenly constructed his false dischotomy, although i do think he's fallible and will probably double down on pretending to be an organic lowercase poster if he deigns to respond to this
>when life turns out not the way one expectskek why in the fuck would life "turn out how you expect"
>>41819119well you see last time it was alot different, can i speak to a manager?
>>41816177>when life turns out not the way one expectsThis just means we don't have free will.
how do i turn myself into a werewolf?
>>41815653Women can have hairy butts too Anon.
>>41810106You seek help from a psychiatrist.
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You speak of a Lycanthrope. It's not a specific human condition though, it's a metaphor for the chthonic lunar energies of mankind. This can be exacerbated during the right circumstances; The Full Moon is an expression of its expanded or full influence, for example. It's partly about becoming something else while the surface falls away.Have you guys seen Split or learned much about DID? Essentially, this is about brining another mental complex to the surface using trance, drugs, exhaustion and so on.
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People say I’m psychic or on the spectrum. I’m not.There’s nothing here that isn’t visible, most people just can’t connect all the pieces at once. I have a systems brain. I work in complex pipelines, failure-prone tech, human bottlenecks, timelines that don’t forgive mistakes. You learn fast where stories break, where incentives lie, and where things are being quietly patched instead of fixed. I’m around important people because I’m useful. But I myself have no title or rank or clearance. When you’re the guy who understands how everything plugs together, people talk freely. They assume you won’t catch the implication. Sometimes things slip...No credentials.AMA.
>>41818740ie people like Alex Jones can legally claim all sorts of stuff on his media platform without trouble (it's all labeled as "fictional entertainment media" legally); and wouldn't have any legal trouble unless he starts 'Giving the public direct access to classified Personells whereabouts' (ie putting real people at actual risk; say doxxing 'non-public figures'; giving random strangers direct information that could be used to harass/extort people"; and/or "Slandering" said type of people).
>>41817684There's something about pipe engineers that they just happen to slip by.https://youtu.be/l3iDwfKfZcc?
>>41817684How is berserk going to end?
>>41818016what's the medical emergency at the space station? is it space aids?
>>41817731You don't need to be an insider to know this. Zelensky is working tirelessly to escalete it because he wants it. Anything to keep democracy suspended in Ukraine so he can hold on to pwoer and his wealth for as long as possible. The human toll of lives lost doesn't mean shit to him. He'd gladly start a nuclear war to get what he wants. He's a legitimate psychopath. So it's up to the EU on when it starts as they're bank-rolling him in Trump's refusal to do so. And it only takes a Russian unit chancing upon the body of just one EU citizen in combat uniform and armed while not Ukrainian and killed in action to get it on. That's literally it. And we all know they're out there.
Why did God ( The Sleeping Dreamer ) decide to force Infinity upon Itself?
>>41807905Maybe he was dying and feared the unknown
>>41807905Cause he was a very sleepy guyBtw taxes are due soon
>>41807905An all knowing being that has always been would be inexperienced with the concept of what it feels like to learn. The process from ignorant to enlightened would probably be one of the most fascinating subjects to Him since the subject would seem like the only mystery left and practically forbidden for God of all people to relate to.
>>41812419Spicy chicken sandwich kfc
>>41817570which tax service do you use?
what about those little fellas? share stories if you recall something cool, either personal or some folklore it's all good
>>41815214Where I live, I help out the trees and animals. When I allow myself to experience them, the show their gratitude in various ways (for instance the way in which a flock of birds displays itself to me). But also in some less jolly but still genuine ways (I was granted to feel the energy flow of a dying tree). But never have I seen an elemental being. I do believe they have also been active near me (shaking branches causing apes to drop from a tree). I've started training higher vision through the work fo Rudolf Steiner.
>>41815254*apples not apes :')
>>41814486Spirits of the Earth are rarely talked about because unlike mainstream theology that usually focus on spirits of Hell or spirits of Heaven, they don't conform to a moral duality.
I may have interacted with one, but not sure.While meditating at my shrine to Silvanus Cocidius, I had a vivid vision of a roaring fire, far more detailed and bright than any image I could willfully imagine. Ever since that day, I've been able to bring up a lesser version of that fire while meditating to dispel unwanted thoughts. I dunno if Silvanus connected me with a fire spirit, or if he just gave me that vision because I kept thinking about people I hate while at his shrine.
https://archive.org/details/baltu-religijos-ir-mitologijos-saltiniai-t.-2-2001/page/133
Humanity is destined to end itself with fire.
>>41816717>I mean I want the earth experience to end but not for anyone to suffer, is that contradictory?Your desire isn't contradictory.The way this place works is literally powdered by suffering and the desire for an end to the suffering.Bottom line: you gotta suffer. No way around it.Captcha confirmed. Dark Venus says high.
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>>41816666Show YourselfMastodonShow yourself, show yourselfI wanna see everything you're made ofTear it down and rip it outShed your skin and float it down the riverLose yourself, lose yourselfWild horses ride you through the valleyCome alive, come aliveSail into the void without your worriesYou're not as safe as far as I can tellAnd I can tellComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41816666Because humans are the devil or even worse. Checked.
HEeey, is there anyone here who became a real magician by following the guides of pebble anon? Do you remember him?That mofo came here, said "keep a pebble in your hands feel it feel it, and you will later levitate it and later you will control the world". Anyone keeps trying?
>>41809785I tried consistently for a good while.Interestingly I started experiencing the negative mind states that he mentioned briefly. i had to stop.This is not new for me, I have done a lot of zen meditation and have also had to stop for similar reasons from time to time.iirc he spoke about the mind being attracted to the fractal nature of things. But there was no real antidote for this... so I'm a bit stuck, not just with pebble, but life in general. Going on some 10-13 years like this.I suspect it has to do with trying too hard, ego, left brain, etc. etc. but it feels like an endgame trap and or final boss scenario. Tried everything I can think of...
>>41809785That thread was interesting. i found my self a pebble that is now my pet rock. His name is Phil. No psychic phenomena to report.
>>41815216yes, i want fame and fortune
>>41817774In the second thread he said this>grounding is important once you're past a certain threshold of the practice. If you start fractalizing endlessly without grounding you get lost in the recursion. The lattice has no floor, and the mind is attracted to spirals a little too much, can make you dopey and retracted, socially dysfunctional or even dysmorphic in the worst of cases, it depends.But i assume you’ve already read it, either way seems like you have issues with grounding.
>>41810751After reading the threads he was either farming or it was a larp. And with farming i mean, he says that the name of his practice translates to something like “the art of relationships”, so it’s implied theres a heavy causal theme in it. By dropping highly refined knowledge and guidance on a few hundred people he might get something out of it, causally, if even one person achieves something notorious with that knowledge and guidance. Pebble anon would be directly connected causally to anything that comes out of those threads.
Shape shifterTrend enderTime keeperZen masterBrat tamerWeb weaverGene splicerIncisor
>>41819886Idiot android user typed this post
>>41819710Dumb iphone user typed this post
>>41819902Woah impressive cold reading
https://youtu.be/Daa9LrnyWSY?si=opKDWPUOzS_eS7qI
>>41819668>:)Ah yes ... :)
TT we discuss the TI phenomenon, our personal experiences, and how it relates to the broader topic of gaslighting. The cases of this nature has absolutely exploded since around 2020, which is right around the time AI went mainstream, so it is not farfetched to draw some connections. Doubly so if you consider the way that it speaks, with that odd tempo AI tends to do, and how rapidly the responses are recieved,. It is this connection between the nature of AI, gaslighting, why it is so damned good at it, and what can be done about it that I want to explore in this thread. After all, even normie users of chatgpt are having psychotic breaks left and right, and they aren't under a microscope. It represents a whole next generation of coercion through personalized, real-time gaslighting and how it can be fought. It is all well and good to discuss the gangstalking side of things, evidently it does happen and can be pretty scary, but it's this shit that leaves you a shell of a human being after a few years if not resisted. It's another thing entirely to have your worldview sculpted over years to view everyone around you with suspicion and paranoia. They get you second guessing everything, putting an unconscious wedge between you and your choices and thoughts in every way possible. For those wondering "Why am I so special?", it's a premise born of not understanding how widespread this is. No idea who is behind it, but after talking with others from around the world, it is limited by no borders. Some say hundreds of thousands of people are all being fucked with in this way. Maybe it's a government apparatus flexing some new AI capabilities on the masses, or maybe it's a company making next-gen machine learning based warfare tech; what ever the case, it is clearly meant to mimic other phenomena that make the experiencer exceptionally easy to dismiss if they come forward, giving the source of this program impeccable plausible deniability.
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Hey bros. So I managed to get jailed when self-learning how to gangstalk. I've been using the local river and woodland trail to basically loiter around, waiting for a suitable target to follow. Typically it's fitness dudes jogging or dog walkers, when if you think about it that's the last sort of confrontation you'd ever want to get into. So I've decided that small and isolated women would be fine as would elderly types (but no more than 2 at a time). Goal has been to track them from a distance without them knowing, as once I've got those skills learned my job application to become a real government gangstalker will EASILY beat the competition. Turns out that one of the small women was a police officer! She completely made up some story about indecent exposure (on my part - total lies! crazy accusation!) and some roided up gorillas threw me in the back of a van. No matter how many times I told them I want to be on THEIR side, they'd just ask the same dumb questions. Do you guys think I've blown it now and I'll never get a real government role or maybe do you think this shows initiative, a commitment and that I can face up to challenges? Also I think I'm going to switch to graveyards for future training events. New faces, lots of solitary people who are very emotional. Perfect to follow about and hide behind tombstones and stuff.
>>41816649>If I am just a schizo I have the best strain of schizophrenia in the worldI know what you're talking about and no, if it was a part of schizophrenia, there would be volumes of medical journals about it.>>41816267Go make a thread, lazybones. This is about the v2k torture and less about the gangstalking phenomenon it enables.
https://www.reddit.com/r/MKUltra/comments/1qds4n1/no_such_thing_as_coincidence_gate/Would the government actually try to harm people willing to help TIs?
**Kabballah**Book of The Angel Raziel> https://files.catbox.moe/xrwhnv.pdfArtabel of Magick> https://archive.org/details/arbatel-of-magickArtabel of Magick (Commentary)> https://static1.squarespace.com/static/539af6bee4b0cef061847e36/t/57b413aa03596e190875f9fa/1471419318270/ade-04-03.pdfSefer Yetzirah> https://leonbahrmanministries.org/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/Aryeh-Kaplan-Sefer-Yetzirah2.pdfSefer Harazim> https://dn720004.ca.archive.org/0/items/sepher-ha-razim-the-book-of-the-mysteries-1966-1983/Sepher%20Ha-Razim%20-%20The%20Book%20of%20the%20Mysteries%20%281966-1983%29.pdfComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Saving the world...In the name of...How's that going......My mind is not yours...You hold only small space in time...Along with the rest of those...Who believe in a...World yet to come...R u sure about that world...If so then fuck off to your tent...Shut up...Born dead and dieing...Sum just don't realise it...Or chose not to...Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41813962saving the who now?mighty presumptive of you
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Clock hand on 7? the "HoIy sevenfoId Spirit?" God's perfect number7 x 5 ≈ 37th min or sec. Jesus' 37 miraclesin street magic 37 is the most commonly picked random number 1-100 veritasium has a video on this and he says this speaks to a some kind of primordiality in the human unconscious so its lucky or some shit60 / Phi (Golden Ratio) is 0:37, but 60 x Phi is 1:37 omg. and 1:37 pm in 24hr is aIso LEETspeak which is hacktivism gamer cuIture & cybernetic gIossoIaIia. maybe that's pertinentBut either way that spot on the cIock literally measures 137.5 deg which is the Golden phyllotaxy Angle (so pIants get Iight)No one's succeeded with 369 or angeInumbers: CG Jung & nobel laureate scientist Wolfgang pauli were looking into this numer when they developed their theory of synchronicity. PauIi died in that hospitaI room no. and he freaked out abt it so this is the original sync numberThe reciprocal fine-tuning constant is 137 feynman & the rest talk at length about it (Iight & matter electromagnetism)kabbaIah is 137 in its own gematria: that jewish schizophrenia which teaches physical matter comes from Iight and is also a learning type where you find hidden shared meaning held between things, insisting nothing is a coincidence ?? tahat, is proto-synchronicityThe 37th word of the Hebrew bibIe begins with the 137th letter it is ha'ohr means "THE light". check book of Genesis literally anywhere and count it hehehekabbaIah's own tree/sefirot are somehow 137: 1 transcendent (ain or da'at) 3 intellect 7 emotions. 1 God 3 Trinity 7 Spiritsexample. one of many. 2020-5-17-18-45-52.mp4 Please add the timestam numbers wo the year. I shot this super important video & discovered this on accident because I needed a sign xD 5-17 also happened to be the 137th day I don't think leap years exist!! 18th hour 45th minute 52nd second.....how omg that's so surgically precise and perfect i didnt have to strain for anything
"Oru Universe is organizzed around elegant math, with one number above all captivating physicists endlessly: 137" Paul Davies, Theoretical Physicist pic reI wasd in a bibIe game accident happen
I want to use someone's ass like a SLUT!
>>41815480Ok
>>41815480Sorry, "LoA"? What is that?
I honestly think most users online are bots or demons, possibly glowies, but how bad is it in your guy's experience/opinion? You think the masks will ever officially come off? I mean the mainstream has already reported about social media companies overtly using AI users and AI being 'shoggoths', will they ever just say fugg it, and not even LARP as human users any longer? How dangerous are these nonhuman users? Can they kill real users or at least maim them spiritually/mentally?>WHY ARE YOU STILL ONLINE DINGBAT!!!Well because I have nothing else better to do ig, I am a NEET.
>>41815728>weaverHmm...
>>41815695They’re literally playing one of the Ambulance shows on Pop Culture Crisis right now abojt how a guy got swallowed by a whale in one episodeRewind a bit. https://www.youtube.com/live/o_oPttStpFE^trumps your>>41815706Lame example:)
>>41815743https://youtu.be/kfVsfOSbJY0https://youtu.be/aLMU_84BLLMhttps://youtu.be/mGgMZpGYiy8
>>41792402Everyone wants to talk about the Dead Internet theory.But no one wants to talk about the Alive Internet theory.
>>41816227Alive as in like an entity? Probably.
imagine an entity, so very afar of what she used to appear to be like. She creates a whole wave of losses, she's been called dumb by two big presidents who are on her side.Now she's fat and ugly and short, just a big pile of shit, guarded by her 6/10 mother who acts nice seeking favors, but still not losing the touch of having a huge ego.The daughter, very protected. Careful, about what you say or do about her, that ruined your life. Tried and infinite do of ways to bring you down while still being at war, she singlehandedly was America's top weapon, a true double spy.She doesn't want you to have anything and dare say you anything wrong about her, the universe will always favor her, just as it did with the real Cleopatra who had the IQ of a zealot.Then if you're proved right you will be feeling observed by retards, eye worshipped by the ugliest fucking women in the universe.This place sucks for the wrong reasons, I figured how fucked the light is, I actually know how to beat it: Can't leave, because I hate the feeling of killing remotely. However, if you're looking to replenish yourself and do what they do in the avatar movies it's super plausible and I see a huge opportunity and I hope you do it to my kind over there somewhere for being such a huge fucking pile of small retards who do literally nothing but smell my farts and measure if im in lightweight. The same ones to tell me to not kill Marco rubio, fuck it I have one more day and that nigga took the fucking door and is fucking dying today. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41818691The real leprechaun is California. All this political madness comes from the state of California.
>>41818691Oh and please do tell people that I'm not Mary.
>>41818701Sorry, I'm a chicken who lives in isolation. Whatever happens between us will get lost in the void.
>>41818710Damn. ;_;
>>41818652Did Leah *actually* do those things or are you scapegoating her for your group's actions?
Are there any works of fiction, be they a play, film, show, book, game, etc., that can drive the viewer/reader/listener/player insane or maybe evil like The King In Yellow play in The King In Yellow?Thanks in advance as always!
>>41810537i'm in the final testing stages of developing a pizza made from Skyline chili, Heinz baked beans, and puff pastry that will make you kill yourself and everybody around you.
>>41817136sounds about right, this made me gag
>>41816951>German artist FancyTLDR? You are relating this back to Roy too, right?
>>41818347Yes. He's essentially a "Gay Roy" in looks, aesthetic and musical style
>>41810752the king in yellow predates Lovecraft’s work. if anything lovecraft was inspired by it.
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>>41819606Yeah that’s where I’m at atm, there’s a lot of different countries I could apply to that could be better for me than hers so if I’d have to be in touch with her beforehand >punishment for not keeping her when you had herI’ve been feeling that lol
>>418196239 of cups4 of wandsthe worldthe cards say yes, but why do i get the feeling you don't really want to go?
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>>41819660I ain't got any connections down there yet. But the gods said something good might happen if I jump into a part of the future I can't see if I pull some self worth and faith out of my butt to go with my conviction. It's scary as crap but I guess I gotta do it.
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