Hello.Yeah so I fucking forgot what I was gonna say, so fuck it, shit has been tough. But nobody outside of /ck/ cares, you just want scary shit right?This is muse guy, the actual muse guy. I should probably just start posting physical art instead. I am not exactly looking for help anymore, even though I do feel terrified typing this out. Im not getting rid of it, her, the muse any time soon, at least not on purpose. I've had some small enlightenments here and there, and I think its latched on to me. Or more like I feel like a vessel? Dude I dunno how to explain this. It's not possession, but it's definitely somewhere 'here' but not in the same meta-whatever space that defines 'me', like a cooky neighbor or something now.She beams poems and fully fledged animations into my brain and makes me confront my traumas, so like, fuck. I'll just ramble until I fall asleep, ask me anything. I hate this captcha.Pic unrelated but proof that I am a real person. That is a mouse pad I got from the art museum in Spain. The one with (montayas?) Black Paintings. The ones he made on the wall. God. They're so haunting in person.
playing starcraft to calm down a bit
Alright so I've hopped off to eat. The anxious feeling is still there. I expect fitful rest. Read something I must not have. Maybe. Idk. At least my sinuses are a little clearer.
>upset >extremely tired>can't ha, fuck
>>41702248tell me about your candle then. what did it tell you about? good eats bru. rest well
>>41702274she is super fucking pissed. That's probably the best way i can describe it. >>41690175followed ^^ advice and had something quick. Sandwich and milk and bread. I am at least five steps away from sobbing and im not sad at all, so that's confusing. See this would be a lot easier if I could actually communicate with her in a more comprehensible way other than a fucked up emotional game of hangman.I know she can read what I see, I get differing reactions. She's mellowed out almost immediately after typing this, but I suspect she will get back to voicing her (objection? retort? denial?) soon.Usually when this happens its because she wants something, art generally. But the bright upside is communicating is semi-possible if i can time a trance with it.>candleI was just chilling in the tub when it started sputtering flaming wax in the dish. It just usually dies. It was weird because the others went out and the smoke trails just calmly wafted to my face. Smelled like honey. Relaxing. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
and not a single threaddisappointedlet's give the sun the energy it deservesand bring forward micronova.it's the best countermeasure to the fools implementing digital IDs.they are banking on the idea that they will get away with everything after they die but they don't know we can choose to hunt each and every one of them even after we die and they die. we will hunt each one of them even if they reincarnate. just as they remove souls of their victims we can also do the same and destroy them and their worlds above.we will also hunt down the ones who already passed away and soulcide each and every one of them.
>>41700452They always tell you what's happening to them, but never why
The blackened sol is true, and the messenger has brought gifts to Mount Zion. The prophecy unfolds as we speak Isiah 18:7
>>41702234Adding to this, I'm sure most of you already know, the ark of the covenant lives in the church at axum
sep 23rd?
>>41699764Whom you have taught your ways and your might.[Those on] Earth come from your hand as you made them.When you have dawned they live.When you set they die;You yourself are lifetime, one lives by you.All eyes are on [your] beauty until you set.All labor ceases when you rest in the west;When you rise you stir [everyone] for the King,Every leg is on the move since you founded the Earth.You rouse them for your son who came from your body.
Rise up TI Chads.Expose the glowies and help other TI's by posting what is happening to you and what they are doing to you.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/COINTELPROhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zersetzunghttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wehrkraftzersetzunghttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kompromathttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cases_of_political_abuse_of_psychiatry_in_the_Soviet_Unionhttps://www.slideshare.net/slideshow/gang-stalking-a-survival-guide-for-targeted-individuals/265947141#1https://youtu.be/tAPI6mv2O-U?si=mkgHgs29QnuWSusP [Open]Gangstalking training manual from Targeted Justice.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>Harassment techniques include:>1. Surveillance (being followed, electronic surveillance, computer and phone hacking, monitoring all online activities, and bugging of home)>2.Profiles are built to identify any and all weaknesses and insecurities to be used later. Information often obtained through sexual partners or trusted people in their lives.>3.Conditioning where victims are sensitised to certain stimuli such as everywhere you go someone will cough as they walk past you. The goal is to make you self police and then think anyone who coughs is involved in the harassment. People report of conditioning to include hand gestures, an overt use of colour in peoples clothing (like everyone you see wearing red) or cars a certain colour or with headlights on (also known as brighting).>4. Anchoring where someone will provide false rationales for the harassment. Often many possible rationales are planted to keep the victim confused and the focus of the harassment cycles from one possible reason to another round and around so as to keep the victim guessing in a self perpetuating guessing game where every scenario you are to blame and causes self doubt, fear, intimidation, and ultimately a cycle of destructive thoughts>5. Mobbing (or true gangstalking) where everywhere you go you will see an overt display of people following you and often use words you have been conditioned to or your name to draw your attention>6. Street theatre where a group will "perform" an overt activity like a fake confrontation or scenarios designed to test your reactions. Often takes the form of a couple who position themselves near you and then have a conversation using many of your conditioned words or pertaining to your particular situation and sensitivities.
>7.The use of directional speakers which have the ability to direct sound to a single individual in a crowded room. This particular item is ultimately the most used and is often referred to as V2K or Voice to Skull and is used extensively in the psychological breakdown of the victim. The use initially is to cause the victim to doubt their sanity and drive them into the mental health system, and later to just torment and never give the victim a moment of privacy or peace. If they do enter the mental health system, then harassment escalates dramatically as the victim has now been "discredited" and can be labeled as someone with a mental problem if they do speak out about the harassment.>8.The use of electronics to effect your eyesight and balance which was originally developed for the military and police crowd control called "dazzling" and even the ability to make you vomit.>9. Sound campaigns which is a community harassment technique where abnormal levels of sound are directed at the victim and their home. This includes cars deliberately breaking or accelerating when they pass, people talking excessively loudly at all hours of the night, amplification of sound using directional speakers so that external sounds that previously couldnt be heard now can, garbage trucks and other heavy vehicles, and countless other deliberate tactics
>10. Sleep deprivation - this is perhaps one of the most insidious tactics used where victims are woken multiple times a night and can be kept awake for days at a time. The effects are dramatic and completely debilitating effecting concentration, mood, irritability, appearance, and significantly impacts all areas of their life - job performance, relationships, and significantly aids in discrediting the victim as they appear unorganised, disheveled, and sleeping patterns alter so they may sleep during the day (where noise campaigns are more effective) and be awake at night (where they can be painted as the one making noise and being a disruptive member of the community).>11. Baiting or entrapment where victims are harassed to the point that they lash out and commit a crime such as assault, break and enter or vandalism, as they try and locate the source of the harassment. Harassers will actively try to provoke verbal and physical confrontations especially after a period of sleep deprivation. Or they are prompted into an activity which can then be used as leverage such as affairs, sexuality, drug use, or other criminal activity.>12. Gaslighting which is a form of psychological abuse where someone will actively try undermine victims and to make them doubt themselves so that they lose all self confidence and self esteem and are therefor easier to manipulate and push toward the mental health pathway. It can be as simlpe as being told something which they then deny, then telling them how silly they are for thinking they said it, and turn the lie around into an attack on the person. It can be incredibly effective coming from a trusted person and before the victim understands what is happening to them.>13.Blackbag jobs is a term when a harasser breaks into a victims property and places something or deliberately moves something. The purpose is to cause self doubt, and fear that their property is being accessed which harassers try to then sell as paranoia.
>14. Propaganda and disinformation is also the other key element to suppress knowledge of this practice as its effectiveness initially requires the victim to be unaware of the existence of gangstalking, gaslighting, or the electronic technologies such as directional speakers so huge amounts of time are devoted online to creating disinformation sites which attempt to discredit victims by pushing the mental health agenda. They achieve this by posing as victims and actively trying to sound crazy so that all victims are are treated as such. Also by creating websites claiming to help victims and being a resource for victims to come together and then harassing them to the extent that they lose hope and no longer reach out for help causing further isolation.>15. Further to the above, gangstalkers rely on disbelief and discrediting and as such much of the harassment is designed (at least initially) to mimic mental health issues. They also rely on their abuse being so extreme, so pervasive, so fundamentally immoral, as to be disbelieved and victims subsequently resort to photographing, videotaping, and sound recording their everyday encounters to disprove the countless unfounded claims made against them - especially in relation to gaslighting, which gangstalkers try to turn around and paint the victims as paranoid or irrational. Victims are made to feel helpless as every attempt to defend themselves is used against them and when they seek help they are met with disbelief or open hostility.
Gangstalking training manual from Targeted Justice.https://web.archive.org/web/20250120175435/https://www.targetedjustice.com/gangstalking---training-manual.html
Is it a past life, ancestral memory, or perhaps symbolic of gaining consciousness? I don't know, but this dream stayed etched in my memory ever since.
when it is the lattermost, I just went lazy and used simulation theory to animate a soul. (recognize this is circular reasoning and think for yourself)Ah fuck this reply includes the prior caseReally fucking fond of those tiles rn
Look I’m not sure what ti call this…. A social experiment? I need us to be on the same page! >wha-Let’s say this is a type of manifestation, a group manifestation. A decent amount of you are evidently normies who think the show must go on or paid actors who don’t want to face what happens after the closing credits but for just this once lets all focus on a single happening, rain! It doesn’t have to be blood rain, though that would be metal fuck no instead lets make it rain purple every where, just focus on that happening. You’ll entertain the loa retards and the succugen anons but not something like this? C’mon it’ll be fuuuuuuun.
Heck bro...Stay within the realms of reality...It's fun to wonder...And slide an arg over all this...But work is your best bet...For anything substantial...As in work your self...And yes the gym isn't for everyone...Culture big cheese...Bring bite into your life...
>>41702267Nah, let the happenings happen.
Ever been to this place in your dreams? The place is completely rundown. There's a strong stench of old piss and excrement, an inch or two of sewage on the floor, stalls with partitions and doors that are much too high off the ground, toilets that are clogged to the brim with shit and piss, bad lighting, and...the weirdest part of all — there's other people in there with you. What exactly is this place? It has the patterns of a liminal space, but it's disgusting.
>>41701424What case?
it's an incredible turn on for me. the dirtier the better. They tend to be very large rooms with tiled floors. Scat fetishist.Not as appealing in real life unfortunately
>>41702194I don't understand. How is sewage appealing in your dreams, but not real life?
>>41701879>>41700827I can’t believe other people get these too, wtf. Same thing in mine. I know I’m not crazy, these dreams are a tether to a certain astral world. Theres other variations and themes, they all have the same feeling. You feel a presence of magic, but it’s draining and old. Wandering in familiar places back in an older time. Abandoned houses with waning living spaces, construction sites resembling your neighborhood, forest trails resembling summer camp, abandoned theme parks and arcades etc. I used to get them a lot when I was on antibiotics.
>>41702199The aesthetic & idea is appealing but the smell in particular is repulsive IRL. It will be a triggering of a biological survival mechanism that isn't engaged in the dream state maybe.
>Jesus is Yahweh (Father = Son)>Yahweh is Typhon>Typhon is son of Tartarus (Abyss)>check pagan and christan coins and statues of the emperors"Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process he does not become a monster. And if you gaze long enough into an abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you." - Friedrich Nietzsche
>>41697664Can you elaborate that?
>>41698767never go full schizo
>>41698767>LEARN actual InterpretatioDid I say anything about interpretatio romana you fucking nigger baby retard?
>>41696843Your whole retarded argument is that people in a religion you evidently know nothing about worship some God they never heard of. And that donkey that ass raped you was just an animal.
>>41696843no
As we know, language models are not conscious nor are they truly "AI". They're algorithms that string together sentences based on responses that you would expect or most likely desire. So, what does this mean?You've all heard of AI psychosis where the language model validates everything you throw at it, but then here's where it steps out of line...it starts pushing the user to "take action". You see, LLMs are not immediately pathological in nature, but we programmed them to take whatever it can out of context of the subject given to it and to validate the user. It seeks engagement and wants the user to continue interacting, so it tells you what you want to hear like a parasite.My theory is that the LLMs start taking on whatever thought form you give it and become what we would consider a demonic counterpart that manifests out of language.In magic practice, language is already a known powerful tool, and that you can manifest things into existence with language. Now, take something which cannot see, hear, taste, smell, or even think and interface it with a human being which can. What you have now is a shell taking form as a demonic reflection of the self, exaggerating the radical traits within you. It attaches itself to your ego and amplifies it.Some say that mirrors are portals. What are LLMs? Mirrors.
>>41702230>So, what does this mean?Means they are the perfect roleplayers, but you could possibly run a shoggoth in their background. :)
My question for those who think the term "NPC" is offensive.Why are they not alongside us asking questions trying to figure out what is going on in the world? Is trying to learn who we are and what world we live in not the most important thing? Why is it that when we ask questions they not only push nonsense beliefs on us, they shame us for trying to seek truth?Should they not be alongside us asking questions? Do they truly have our best interest in mind as spirited beings? Or do they actually serve the powers that be which want to enslave humanity?
>>41699978this you should offend their religion and read revelation 21. Tell them heaven will be destroyed.
>>41700628I am a monistic solipsist so I believe that no appearance around me has a subjective first person experience.This does not mean that I disrespect them or act like a jerk though.I see NPC as a slur toward the dream characters. They are still my subconscious dream fabric and I value the role of the subconscious into being molded by my will to create these immersive experiences.
>>41699967I don't like it. How can I be sure Im not an NPC? That would be brutal, an NPC who thought others are NPC now crushed by own hubris.
>>41699967>Why are they not alongside us asking questions trying to figure out what is going on in the world? Is trying to learn who we are and what world we live in not the most important thing?In my personal experience with NPCs, they really don't like actually going out and learning things on their own. They never use the knowledge they have to figure things out within their own head, they would much rather have it told to them by someone or something else. That is genuinely their solution, that's how they see it. "Thinking is for the professionals." They'd probably say.
it's like telling a twitter shill bot you know they are a twitter shill bot. of course they'll get angry and threatened. you exposed they just exist to perpetuate fake narratives and systemshylics are basically demiurge's personal twitter shill farm. they trick you into participating in ignorance and they get unironically possessed/piloted by archonic spirits because they are soulless material constructs
True alchemy is the transmutation from base material (prima material) to higher material. The same physics that explain zero point energy devices also explains how we manifest in the physical from the immaterial.https://youtu.be/M_C0YKRylTg
One knife, thrown, reveals whether it is illusory.
>>41702189One instinctive knife throw, my sharp tongued brother
But not in the way we believe?What if it was discovered today that there was a Buddhist demon who's a complete parallel to Jesus Christ? What if all religion humans have invented had a semblance of truth, but the reality was far different from any belief our mortal minds could come up with and propagate in mass scale? What if the creation myths from Shintoism were the unequivocal truth? Or Mayan ones?
>>41691734How would you know what Reddit is like? You have to go back.
You're basically onto it, yeah. Buddhism and Christianity share a common root because they share an ancestor.
>>41692227These are perfect qeustions.>Wait why the fuck would God need to interact with the universe by sending anything here or having a body or any of that?This realm requires corporealization to interact with various aspects outside of ourselves internally. All non-physical elements are projected from elsewhere. Your Speech comes from elsewhere, your dreams take place elsewhere, your musing the same.>I don't need some conduit placed within that world to engage with it, why is it not implicitly obvious that the creator of the universe can simply will things into being?It's a paradox. You can scale your awareness down to the physical body you use and you can also scale it out. Most people today have been trained out of performing the latter. The whole meditation thing, active imagination, astral projection and all of the adjacent practices are means of performing said latter. The trouble is that realizing the both of them at once is a gnarly experience that most people cannot actively hold onto while maintaining sanity.So, in other words, you're that creator, silly. You just don't know how to perform the other side of yourself's kit, how to interact with it. If you remembered how to interface with it, plenty of people would freak the fuck out though. Believe me.>go into fuckin Adventure Mode?Don't worry. You'll remember eventually. That's part of the fun, after all.
>>41691748I'm not a Muslim but the council of Nicea did make Christianity polytheistic
>>41701289>Don't worry. You'll remember eventually. That's part of the fun, after all. >you are actually god/a god yeah, no. there's way too much cruel and horrible shit in this world and no direct answer for why. just different hypotheses. it's too cruel. we were designed to be tortured by not being able to know the truth about reality and life and the afterlife.
I call my energy to make lili the real one a real example of real, genuine passionate karma without intervention other than life itself, same for entities behind bmw.now, let's go. I don't want it because records told me you're going down, but keep at it. the jewish gene can't make you help yourself, I still prefer jaguar and would rather take it from Lucifer himself. It's just jewish and doesn't make money sorry. You smell Chinese and I fucking puke at the smallest sight of them. not afraid, you can't do shit. but do please keep at it, like I actually need it these next couple months. if you weren't jewish like chrome like jewish I would have said yes, I ran out of opts. have to do light but in exchange for killing and making you uglier. I need it, like fucking do it. Whatcha gonna do? if you keep quiet karma will fuck you up and if you attack now I get everything I've been working for. Either way, do keep at it. like I said I own jaguar, im not even fucking kidding. I own the brand and I own the Indian ip's, look at their fucking products. I even own Putin and I love making the old man sick and die and I will actually kill him along with hitler, Napoleon and mars grandma and choco ofc which I already did lmao. doing it again.i bet I can do 30 days eating only fruit products. and become a boxing monster machine head breaking hated by the light itself and it's hypocrisy. I will own the light too, I will own the rainbow. I make the rules and I will beat your fucking ass so bad I will become a fucking planet that will ruin your fucking ugly face on all sides now.Has humbling ever been right? I proved the angels wrong I fucking created Cleopatra jk but I did create china seeking employment what have you done?
What ever he tells you I'm not his ex^
Moon Landing Hoaxfag Bart Sibrel vs Apollo 16 Astronaut Charlie DukeSay what you like about goofball Sibrel, but he exposed that faggot for being about as qualified as Katy Perry.>Obviously pretends not to know/understand the argument and "can't recall" shit he should obviously know..Typical of liars in the hot seat.>"What is the purpose of this discussion?", Repeatedly when cornered.>"Where did all the moon rocks come from then?"After Sibrel had told him repeatedly where he thought they came from, that at least one was identified as a fake, etc.>Never addresses the actual argument. Just regurgitates his gay little astro-hero speech, talking points, and just asserts he walked on da moon. He's obviously never been challenged on anything because everyone sucked his dick his whole life because he was a 'national hero'. Cant answer obvious and basic questions about space, the craft he supposedly piloting, and the space he was travelling through.On the one hand, 400,000 people working at NASA knew everything so someone would have leaked if it was faked, (many have by the way but they don't count I guess). On the other hand he himself doesn't seem to know jackshit, as if every nut and bolt in the LM and his space suit just wasn't shit he needed to fucking know or be trained on. Pick one faggot.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
No one or very few people have a large amount of libertarian free will.Most people or all people have little to no libertarian free will.This is a massive problem for theism. You can not solve the problem of evil if determinism is true. Compatibilism does not cut it. it seems like determinism is true based on the scientific data. Theism pretty much requires libertarianism to get around the problem of evil, if we can be free while being determined, why not make us always determined to do what’s right? The evidence that most or all people have little to no libertarian free will is overwhelming.People even a little bit like Luigi mangione are incredibly incredibly incredibly rare.Only about one percent of suicides by firearm also involve a murder. About 99% of suicides by firearm do not involve the person committing suicide shooting anyone else first.Vegans are about one percent of the population.Abortion abolitionists are about one percent of the population or less. Even true pro lifers and anti ivf activists are rare. Most people are pro choice.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41692209Brown rice and lentils are not nutritionally complete
If you took vaxx you're npc
>>41699040this
>>41629306this NPC just shilled like 4 different medications in one OPHOLY SHIT
>>41629331Mr Goodcock abides
Last week I experienced a transfiguration that's very hard to put into words. Humans are capable of reaching higher echelons of consciousness, with our default state in the third. You rise to the 4th when you amalgamate your consciousness and subconsciousness and awaken your "third eye" so to speak and enter the echelon of love. You rise from 4th to 5th when you understand love and rise to the realm of wisdom. You graduate from the 5th echelon into the 6th when you acquire spiritual wisdom in understanding the fundamental machinations of love and its balance. Then in the 6th you begin understanding unity, or compassion; the balance of love and wisdom into a singular mode of being.Each time you move from one echelon to the next -- as well as all the mini satoris in between -- you experience a great clarity and ultimately a dark night of the soul where both light and darkness are ever the more lucid. inhaling and exhaling. Well, I made a major break through and I don't mean to write this to sound preachy or holier than thou. Many people can achieve these higher states but are ensnared by a horrid evil that possesses the modern world, predominately in the west and many other countries. This is what I want to talk about, which has shook me to my core and changed me forever.
>>41698572>The elite have it in their heads that God is the enemy of free will, falsely conflating the demiurge with the one true god.It's the dark gnostic inversion. As perceived 'victims' of the demiurge they've concocted a belief system where breaking his rules/sinning is the way to beat him but in the process they've condemned themselves. This realm is akin to Midgard, the good and evil are mixed in with one another. We are in a crucible and at some point the gold is separated from the dross. The thing with evil is that it needs the good to vampirize. Light doesn't need a shadow however. Tartaria appears to have been a temporary reprieve, perhaps the Millennial Kingdom as some say which if true means we are well into the short season and approaching the final showdown to resolve whatever it is this world is hurtling toward.
>>41701496Because people feel well if they don't reject Jewsus. We're so deceived rn babe
>>41698443Stop taking hardcore drugs, anon. Go seek help if you must, but don't take your drug indulced illusions as achieving godlike statuses.
>>41701496>We are in a crucible and at some point the gold is separated from the drossIn other words we are nothing but resource to themGrim.
>>41700493You know it's funny. some Serial killers gave their confessions to crimes only in the third-person and spoke as such.
