My dad is threatening to kick me out immediately if I stop going to school. I can tell he's serious this time. I dropped out of high school after 10th grade but eventually got my diploma at 23. I tried going to university but withdrew because I couldn't force myself to concentrate on studying. I'm 24 now and my dad forced me to sign up for this 1 year intro to science program at college and it's boring as fuck, everything that's being taught is baby tier science and math or "life skills", shit I already knew from having finished high school and reading self help text. I hate leaving my room and going outside. I hate waking up at 6 am and commuting 2 hours by bus to college. I get disabilitybux, but if I were to rent a bedroom there's 75% of my income gone on rent alone. Plus I hate the idea of living with strangers. What the fuck do I do?
>>33679702>>33679719I won't be able to get a job with a useless college certificate. Nothing will change between now and a year from now as I have no ambition or passion. I dread having to learn 'discipline' and all the other hard life lessons I haven't learned due to limited life experience. I'm only biding my time for the inevitable.
>>33679578Apply for a low income type apartment/ section 8 whatever you can for yourself now because there are long waiting lists. Keep going to school as long as possible. Is there a counselor at your school you can talk about your problems? Maybe they can make accomodations for you. Stay on disability bux for as long as that lasts.
>>33679749>I won't be able to get a job with a useless college certificate. Nothing will change between now and a year from now as I have no ambition or passion.It's infinitely better than not having one, and the difference between now and a year from now is that you'll have a degree.>I dread having to learn 'discipline' and all the other hard life lessons I haven't learned due to limited life experience. I'm only biding my time for the inevitable.Dude, the time to dread that was when you were like 12. You're 24 years old. Do you want people to wipe your ass forever? You aren't going to magically learn life experience, you have to actually go do things. There are teenage down syndromes who are capable of holding down jobs. The longer you stay an adult diaperbaby, the worse it's going to get. Your dad isn't doing anything wrong by trying to make you stop acting like a fucking retard. He should have done it long, long ago.
>>33679774I was filling out a form a couple weeks ago but I don't want to live in a run-down apartment with cockroaches and bed bugs with violent drug addict neighbours. I tried researching each building and neighbourhood but got quickly overwhelmed and gave up.>>33679814I have no choice, do I? How can I make it more bearable? I bring my ps vita and noise cancelling headphones. My biggest issue is finding a quiet and secluded spot on campus while I wait for my next class. I can't relax around other people.
>>33679578I suppose a job is beneath you
Need some advice, Anons...In one of my CS classes I sit next to this gorgeous, kind, kinda shy girl. We’ve been making small talk since the start of the semester.The other day we had this morning exercise where everyone had to draw a “typical CS student.” Most people did stick figures or some bland, PC drawing. I went all in and drew the most grotesque, hideous CS goblin imaginable. Even the prof cracked up.Class ends and I’m about to toss it, but she stops me and goes, “Oh man, I really wanted that picture.” I wasn’t expecting that, so I gave it to her and even signed it as a “limited edition” for laughs.Kinda got me wondering if she actually likes me or if she was just being polite.Now I wanna ask for her Instagram or number in a few days and maybe invite her for coffee this weekend.What’s the smoothest way to go about it without making it weird?
>>33679300>>33679308Both were me a former art student and it has worked
>>33678690Was it a standard CS-related class?
>>33679643not really... it's more like a technical elective that you take because the college asks you to take it. Both of us joke from time to time how dogshit the class is.
>>33679914Worst I ever had was a class called Energy. It was all about Energy. The professor was deadpan and we had to write a paper every week basically.
>>33678690Do it in person. "Hey, it's fun chatting like this. Want to meet up for coffee later? I'm free after 2:00."
Im a survival freak and a bit anti social. I think of every possible way I can die and I guess that’s why I tend not to socialize because I believe people have or can be pushed to having bad intentions. One person here called it agoraphobia. However if you were to see me you’d see the calmest individual on the planet, especially under Pressure. Also I don’t like talking with parents or family. They are complex different to me and I just don’t like it. Whenever I’m around them I get awkward. Also I can not hang out with more than 1 person. Im scared people hear my convos and I don’t want that
do you ever say the n word in the cockpit
>>33680085Take a xanny or a couple shots or both to lighten up and you will be A-OK boss
>>33680106>>33680095Gives me advice
>>33680085Haven't you gone through countless flights for your training? It's just another one.
>>33680085The airline has manditory psychiatric counselling for pilots
i wanna do a whole cutting board on my wrist but i don’t think i can embrace the pain. even wanting to do just a small cut makes me think more than twice about it…why do i have to be such a bitch when it comes to harming my body? why cant i just take it like a champ?
>>33679195just a deep cut is necesary, just put the knife on your wrist and take your time until you're able to do it.
>>33679195>why cant i just take it like a champ?Do you really want to hurt yourself, or do you just want control? What is it that you're trying to get away from?
fuck off attention whore, go back to tiktok
>>33679195try hobbies that use a razor, like model kits. you'll end up with small cuts on your fingers that heal quickly, don't scar, and sting in the right ways all the same, and because it's "accidental" there is no fear ahead of time and it's easy to explain away to others.
My sister recently met a new BF and they've only been seeing each other for like a week and he's already sleeping over my condo. Furthermore, she is out every single night until like 1 AM. The condo is paid for by me from my student loans but it's in my dad's name. I have no control over the situation at all. I tried to give her a curfew since I worry when she's out this late and her coming in wakes me up (while I am on an important educational track and she is out fucking galivanting) and she couldn't even agree to that. She's neglecting chores, she's going to drop out of the one college class she was enrolled in, all for a fucking fake and gay American heresy whose theology she doesn't know the first thing about.What the fuck can I do in this situation? I fear they will pull her from her family, but she's an adult and she will learn from her mistakes.
>>33675482how old are you lot>She's neglecting chores, she's going to drop outthese are the important parts, the bf thing is normal unless he actively tries to isolate herget your parents involved if she won't listen
>>33675511im 23 shes 20parents dont care bc theres nothign we can do according to them
>>33675482Mormons do not stay out to 1 AM
>>33675770welp idk what to tell you. she is definitely out with her mormon bf until 1 am
>>33680233Mormons are the most uptight group in the world - no sex, no drinking, no smoking, no coffee. Some don't even dance. Whatever she's doing until 1 AM, it isn't with Mormons
How can I become a better person?
>>33673250FUCK no.
>>33673313>Joseph MengeleNo Shlomo, he was libelled just like all the other nazis. There were no fiendish experiments and he saved many of the work camp inmates from typhus.
>>33673271Hey there Anon, sorry I didn't reply until now. Don't worry about my time, you're welcome though, but I did it all willingly because I feel we all have to help one another these days. If we all did, just a bit, I think it becomes contagious and good things begin to happen. Things seem really bleak at times with all the negative news and such around the world and it makes me feel better to try and help out others by listening and giving hopefully positive perspectives to help them, and even me, course correct and reflect. I definitely don't have all the answers and make a lot of mistakes as well as have my own down days but what I mentioned about live music, socializing and dancing changed everything for me. It literally is my happy place now a days and is something I cherish.Now to answer your question about a God. I don't actually know the answer to that question but I do believe in energy and spirituality. Animals can sense good and evil without speaking human languages. They know good people from bad. They aren't just reading our body language. They can sense love, kindness, safety, etc. I've had birds land on me, cows lie at my feet like dogs, soooo many wild animal encounters with things like foxes, deer, coyotes, skunks, cougars, even bears. I've lived through it all and I respect wildlife. All this variety of life and unbelievable complexity came about somehow. I don't think it was created by one single entity (a God) though but I do know that I'm a bag of water and meat that has a conscience and makes decisions in an avatar body so I can interact on this planet Earth. I think that goodness brings greatness and as a community we all have a place. The universe is massive and apparently infinite. We'll never get to see any of it in this current body form. So I'm hopeful there is some kind of afterlife or way to go elsewhere. Simply lights on and lights off just seems like a giant waste of everything.
>>33679871Don't worry Anon! I'm really thankful to see a response. I think it was really insightful. I think there must be something more out there which at least if one believes that it helps when it comes to create a sense of meaning but it also makes life as something that must be taken seriously. I have to make the most of it, in the sense that I want to die without regrets, I want to know that I triedThank you very much for such thoughtful replies, I'm really grateful that you took the time to reply to me
>>336704791 Do as little harm as possible2 Within the bounds of #1, do as much good as possible3 Within the bounds of 1 and 2 find as much joy as possible
recently I've started getting horrible intrusive thoughts of her being intimate with her previous bfs and it makes me feel like fucking shit and ruins my day. and I think its because my gf recently opened up about her shitty romantic past>ex who was absolutely shit. had major drinking issues, was "previously" a serial cheater, once forced another girl to abort, and one time sneakily removed the condom without her permission>another ex was an egotistic asshole who was a coward. said he had to break up with her because his family would never accept her being not white (she's a halfu)>a guy she knew from high school. they went on a few dates, he lovebombed her, she felt this rush of emotions, they had sex, then he ghosted her. she said it was such a horrible feeling having sex with someone she didn't have a real connection with, like it felt like she was giving a part of herself to someone that didn't deserve it.like I appreciate her being comfortable enough to share these vulnerable thoughts and experience with me, but for whatever reason it's fucking with me on the day to day and I can't get these thoughts of her being with these horrible people out of my head. I see her dressed in a cute sundress and I'm thinking oh no those bfs saw her like that. she sends me links to cute couples activities and I think ah fuck she probably did all this shhit with those terrible people too. the worst is last night when she was going down on my going all sloppy and im thinking oh shit did she do this to that guy she knew from high school (she even knew something was up because I instantly lost my erection when that intrusive thought same to me but i said I just had to pee)anyway how do I manage these shitty fucking thoughts. idk what tf is wrong with me, cuz everythings great, our sex life is great, we see and speak to each other all the time. help please, wise anons, this shit fucking ruining my life
>>33676873>>33677031If OP's an obsessive, ruminative type this won't workNot everyone has that zenmaster mindset or can even cultivate it.
>>33677242then what can I do anon?>>33677231>Is this your first gf?she is my fourth (and final) gf but I know what you mean anon. my first gf was kinda a whore (fucked like 7 people at 19, had sex with a rando black dude on a trip abroad [and complained his dick was smaller than she expected], etc etc). I tried to make it work but exactly as you said, it wasn't possible for me to work it out then so I broke upwith my now gf, honestly I think it's just me problem and not her. I think its just this what I said here>>33675717>idk I think I just never wanted to even consider the fact my gf had been intimate before, like obviously she has and I'm cool with her having a past (ofc within reason), but idk something about this bothers me and idk what. like before, I knew she had shitty exes and experiences on a high level and it never bothered me, but now, after she mentioned revealed some of the negative sexual experiences she's had, I'm like "forced" to think of her in a sexual way with her past, you know what I mean?man your stories remind me of me going on dates with many women with weird sexual pasts (giving blowjobs at 13, weird bondage, repugnant cheating, faking pregnancies with the wrong person) that I instantly would say no to. my gf is a normal girl, thank christ. it's only been normal bf-gf type intimate stuff in her past. in fact, I was the first she agreed to swallow and also the first dick she actually came to with penetration.>I recently broke off a relationship because of a sexual past dealbreakerdare I ask anon
>>33677242Yes it will work lolThat's the whole point of doing it. Its just harder at first and will take a longer time to learn for people like that. Obsessive thoughts aren't normal.
>>33677425Well sounds like lack of experience isn't the issue then, 4 is a good number and it sounds like you're about body matched.If you're willing to acknowledge it's a personal hangup then yeah maybe there is a chance of you working on it. My advice is to not discuss it or bring it up again and see where that gets you. Maybe even spend some time apart from her, not like taking a "break" but maybe going on a trip to see family or something, some healthy distance to make the heart grow fonder.>dare I ask anonShe fucked the streamer Destiny after one of her breakups, she was in his discord and they were "friends" lol. It's funny to me now but my initial reaction was visceral disgust.It was on top of a bunch of other red flags, like being on anti-depressants, being older than me, having "dated" black guys (I've dated black women so I brushed it off), being a cat lady with frozen eggs. But she was pretty for her age and she was a very generous lover but looking back it was probably baby rabies.Anyway I've been single for like half a year now but I don't regret it, rather be single than have the knowledge I'm having Destiny's sloppy seconds.
>>33680396>4 is a good number and it sounds like you're about body matchedYeah our body counts are both 5 inclusive, and she's always had sex within relationships, barring that one guy who she wanted to date anyway but now regrets having sex with. We both agree that sex without love is shitty af.>not discuss it or bring it up again and see where that gets you.>some healthy distance to make the heart grow fonder.Yeah that's fair my guy. She is a great girl in all honesty, and I fully intend to work on myself and make this work till the end>my initial reaction was visceral disgust.I'm with you man, that woman is fucking yucky. you made the right call.I once had a date tell me how she slept with a senior colleague at work who was married and had kids. dug deeper and found out her dad was a major cheat growing up, and it all made sense. its crazy how shitty parents are connected to so much shit in life. disgusting woman either way.>rather be single than have the knowledge I'm having Destiny's sloppy seconds.kek I never imagined id read a sentence like this, but yeah mate good on ya. there's always good women out there, don't settle for slop
I realize that if I were to die atm then they would have nothing to remember me by. I keep everything about me inside this laptop and if i'm dead then they'll never know the real me, which would be really sad and probably add to their grief. How do I go about doing this though? Do I just leave my password on a sticky note somewhere? Maybe turn off bitlocker? My brother is the only one that's tech literate but I'm afraid he won't be able to figure out how to use a linux thumb drive to look at windows files. I don't want to compromise my security too much either because obviously I don't want them going through my laptop while I'm alive.
>>33674027How about being memorable to them while you're alive?
>>33674027share it while you are here. probably your laptop will go in the trash or get sold if you die.
>>33674027write password on stickynote and put it on your keyboard. dont forget to delete all your embarrassing stuff
>>33674027Get/create a living will. There are free templates online. In the document put the password to the laptop on it and decide who should get your digital stuff and physical stuff. Or you could have no password on the machine but that's not a good idea. A living will is supposed to be updatable so you can do as you please when you please. Honestly, every living person should have one just in case.Unfortunately, getting rid of all the stuff someone accumulates through life is a big burden on those who are left to receive and process the deceased person's things. We spend our whole life accumulating STUFF and in the end you can't take any of it with you but what is in your head/brain. So think about that when you have to buy things...Not picking on you or anything...just giving you a perspective to think about.
>>33678079>Unfortunately, getting rid of all the stuff someone accumulates through life is a big burden on those who are left to receive and process the deceased person's things. We spend our whole life accumulating STUFFunfortunately this. We keep things meaningful to us, or perceived as valuable, useful, whatever, but to others it's just stuff they now have to deal with it. Most of the things we cherished will end up in a dumpster once we are gone.>>33674027see >>33674056drives don't last forever, and especially laptops that are a daily driver. Look into cloud backups or a home NAS for yourself, if not for any legacy. If you are still here in twenty years, you want your data to also be here too right?Some cloud services like github offer legacy ownership transfers in the event of the account owner's death, but if your family is not technical that won't help much.Although I've been in similar situations and had to make similar choices, everyone's situation is different and I won't pretend to know what you are going through. I hope you have trusted friends or family you can confide in though. It's a real struggle to work through those things alone.
Im going to school for electrical engineering, does /adv/ have any tips on making my employment process go as smoothly as possible? Gif not related
>>33678294is that the same as electrician? Find an apprenticeship/internship asap
>>33678899>I dunno what to do then.Well have some agency anon, and repeat what I did.Make a list of jobs you'd like or at least tolerate. For each career field:Figure out how many people are employed now, multiply by some percentage to see how many new hires there will be every year. Some absolute shit jobs like K12 education burn out the average teacher in only five years, and what they do the rest of their life is someone elses problem. Others like medical doctor, if you make it, you got a job for life unless you go into management.Add some corrections for BS govt predictions about growth or shrinkage of the field, those people historically have been morons but sometimes their advice isn't that bad.Add some more corrections for BS govt policies about immigration, some careers are highly at risk others not at all.Add a correction factor for "the effect of AI" or some nonsense.Then compare it to the last couple years graduation rate to see the odds of getting hired to do the work after you graduate.If academia creates about 20K BSEE per year in the USA, and there's at most "maybe" jobs for 3K to 6K american grads, thats going to be a big problem if you took out a mortgage sized student loan for a job that statistically you're just not going to get. And the backup field for EE used to be going into programming which is also dead. Other jobs may be better odds. Maybe other jobs are even worse.
What are you looking to specialize in? Do you want to do field work? Have a desk job designing shit? Power electronics? Process Control? Industrial Automation? Mechatronics? Honestly you're better off starting as a tech first then after a couple of years when you're really good go back to school and get your degree which will put you in an elite category of engineers that make the big bucks.
Get a college approved internship
>>33678294internshipspart-time and summer jobsnetworkingTake every opportunity to meet people actually working in the field. When the day comes, they just might be able to offer you a job
I've realized I can't have a healthy relationship with women. My mother is a narcissist and made me hate women before I even got to know them properly. Then I was exposed to porn and blackpilling, which reinforced that women are very narrowly focused on a small subset of men with traits that I do not possess (not in terms of attractiveness, but behavior). I don't want treat someone like trash just to get into bed with them. At the same time I feel like sex is all that matters with women. In all honesty I can't imagine a loving relationship with a woman, I'm 34 and I have never had one. What could be done at this point?
>>33680976see? entitled*bows and leaves*
>>33680998Understandable *bows in return*
>>33680998kek no kek as in kek for >>33680972 bc no you do need to give advice to give advice. Even if it's one guy vs everybody.. if everybody just says you got a x problem and doesn't explain lol like yeah obviously what the first person is saying and doing is probably exactly what they are referring to but most people who are willing to just go around saying YOU as in just starting any sort of sentence with you, they are bitches. YOU are just always blah blah blah yeah actually not even true bitch.You are halfway to understanding that it is just your perspective... but also not... bc women are people first... people with tits. So they know they are cute and can get away with anything. It's a fact. They can't help but be sociopaths when things come so easy. But there really is an entirely different world out there, a world of abundance, one in which you may actually still not get laid bc people assume you do and you just fail to fuck the five or so hot bitches around you. But you know... WELL ADJUSTED PEOPLE. just start fucking IMAGINING IT. because you really have to expect shit for it to come to you sometimes
>>33680433Every single man in the world has mother issues. Every single man in the world has seen too much porn. They don't all give up. That's all that is wrong with you - you have given up.
>>33681318On some level sure, but how do I recover? That's the whole point, I'm consumed by negativity towards women, myself and the world, I suppose. I can't imagine a woman wanting me on her own accord, not currently at least, and I'm already 34. I mean what the fuck do I do?
I know I could probably get a girlfriend if I just tried but I have such crippling social anxiety that I feel like if I so much as talk to a woman she'll literally call 911.How can I overcome this?
>>33680281The internet isnt real life. 400,000,000 people in this country. Yiu can make anything look rampant. Relax.Like my fb neighborhood watch group screaming for their safety despite crime rates being lower than ever in my city, but now social media shows them a stabbing a day in our city of 1,000,000 people making it actually an incredibly rare occurrence.Youre fine. Talk to women. Just don't literally threaten to rape them or show up on their lawn at night having never been told their address.
>>33672371you have to learn to be comfortable first with being alone and ffs get off the apps
>>33672371Talking to women and getting a gf is the easy part anon. Honestly, this is speaking as a probably autistic loser that has spent way too much of his life playing videogames and watching star trek. The real challenge is coming to terms with the fact that a woman won't make you happy, she is just another source of obligations and pressure in your life. Yes it's better than being a loner, because you have a purpose and you have hope, but it's not like you imagine it will be. it's work and it's pressure. But talking to them is easy, they just want to talk about their boring lives just like everyone else. They just want someone to vent to and to validate their opinions.
>>33680536I'm already pretty happy with my life, it just feels like I'm missing love.
>>33676763>>33677232The point was to meet them as people in situations wherwe their gender is not the major factor
Is 25 old? 25 never had a real girlfriend
>>33680186at 26 I got my first serious gf, the previous ones barely counted, one we were together for two months but in those two months we almost never saw each other or anythingthe other her dad was some sort of ex military or ex narco or something and when he found out he sent her abroad for a couple of months and we broke up over e-maila couple of kisses and stuff here or there but it was mostly me being at the right moment at the right time, nothing out of meritthen at 26 I got a serious gf I stayed with her for years
>>3368018628 and never had a gf. at this point I'd be happy just getting anything. i think it's ok but don't waste your time like i did.
>>3368018631.Had a few dates, nothing productive and the few "breakups" were made out to be victim situations.... At this point in time don't worry about it women have been brainwashed to believe in unreasonable things. Just hope you meet a girl who isn't 100% fem brained and knows men are actual humans.
>>33681196More details.Girls I have been around expect me to both be a MAGA chad with perfect liberal values. To always agree with her but also always assert my own will. To have hobbies that are macho but also be 100% invested in her interests and have no conflicts between the two. Have my own very full life and and open schedule for her interests.Also fully fund her "lifestyle" but not do any of that nasty capitalist stuff.Making women happy is impossible.
>>3368018634 non larping khv. Never been on a date, never had a single girl interested in me.
No family, no girlfriend, all I have is one close friend and one non close friend.What can I do about this?
>>33680153>What can I do about this?Try to get the things you don't have if you want, but with the family part you're fucked obviously. Also, if you have money (have a decent job with good money saved up or are rich from your parents) and do things on your own just fine, plus enjoy that lifestyle, then I suggest you keep it that way. Sure you can occasionally hang out with people if you know for a fact you enjoy that or are one of those extremely needy people, but if you have never had a girlfriend and want one, to have her live with you, and maybe a family, etc. I suggest you take a very hard look and understand that shit isn't a fairy tale, plus your life can go to complete shit with that route extremely fast.TL;DR: Life is a gamble, people use you for what you have and are fake as hell (99% of the time), so if you're currently comfortable, then stay that way. In other words, be careful when going for those things. Also, life is boring as hell, so you either deal with that or go insane according to most anons I guess.
>>33680153Get offline and go spend time with your friends
What’s the best strategy to get good grades in college?I’m struggling
>>33680948We're going to need a bit more information than that. What's your subject? How, exactly, are you struggling - are you having trouble retaining information, or having trouble expressing yourself in essays, or what?
>>33680948Show up.Do the work.If you feel yourself slipping, IMMEDIATELY go to prof for help. That's what they keep office hours for.
>have one chance at life>born with aspergersits over
>>33681208Nigga you are able to come here and make a funny post. You are fine.Id have a beer with you and make fun of you untill you acted normal. Source: a nother autistic retard.You aren't one of the poor non verbal bastards so stop acting like it.
>>33681208It doesn't seem to have been over for actress Daryl Hannah, actor Anthony Hopkins, environmental activist Greta Thunberg, comedian Dan Aykroyd, scientist Albert Einstein, and tech entrepreneur Elon Musk.