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>>33931440im really starting to think the religion cucks are on to something with the whole day of sabbath shit. at the very least, we need to start making it a cultural norm to have a day a week on which we dont use electronics or the internet.
presumably when they can stop making shirts billow out of sleeves and disappear into their own folds and the thousand other basic physics and persistence issues that exist making any video over 6 seconds repulsive and uncanny
>>33929428Tbh I'd be glad if AI did. Then the women wouldn't be preyed on and groomed into that industry due to no incentive.
>>33932039My hope is that we as a society will at least start treating Social Media, Phones and the internet similar to Fast Food. Where it's widely understood that it's bad for you and you shouldn't indulge in it too much. Though truth be told it'd probably deserve the attitude of alcohol or cigarettes.Either way it at least seams to me that that is the direction the public opinion is going
Some person named Lang has got two of my friends killed.Hes in some gang named Enard. He's in Ranau district.(Malaysia)He roams with his lil 'gang(cause he cant fight) at night. its about 3-5 people (not too good at fighting)they roam from about 5pm to-2am.please just jump them , i dont wanna lose another of my friends(they dont have firearms)
/adv isn't a hitman hiring service.Most of us do not live in Malaysia anyway.
At 24 I’ve >been arrested for a hate crime>multiple wellness checks otherwise>treatment resistant schizophrenia >massive resume gap >no references at all>no friends whatsoever >NEET>failed college three times>bullied severely growing up and in adulthood>constantly swinging from apathy to intense inexplicable anger and bouts of rageMost days are spent teetering the line on psychotic episodes the medicine only helps with a little bit. I really don’t think I have a future and if I did people from my past would target me if I ever became a public person again. I basically just want to be left alone but it’s getting hard to just live in my parents basement struggling to stay stable. What can someone in my position even do? Everything that’s supposed to be easy isn’t and I can’t stand the thought of being a disrespected minimum wage employee again. What’s the benefit? So I can have a little bit of spending money but still be unable to afford any kind of housing?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>33932262Diagnosed with schizophrenia by the wellness check people / municipally appointed psychs, did delay tactics and succesfully pleaded not to allow relatives who asked for these checks to show up in court (or I would refuse to go bc they had been harassing me) and once in court like a year down the line, requested a second opinion, this was another psych from the same company as the municipal ppl (stupid bc not independent, but ok) and he diagnosed me also with schizophrenia in one literal hour, but noted I wouldn't be helped with involuntary treatment.So the court let it go. Got summoned a second time due to a second wellness check ratting-out, but the judge dismissed it while I was in the waiting room with my lawyer bc nothing had changed.So that's the diagnosis story.>>33932303Thanks. I did do too much LSD in the two years prior to all this lol.Also, welfare without a basis in a diagnosis, while getting a solid, free diagnosis, but not voluntarily, but not involuntarily commited, and no meds... lmao, I did make it a real trickshot. It's easier going straight for welfare but I didn't know how when I started out.Also tobacco helps me, it has to be the cleanest, least processed kind to be tolerable and even then the finger and tooth marks are gross, but it has upsides.
>>33932316OP is probably american, in which case he will need to get Section 8 housing to be able to get anything more than the like 900 dollars a month welfare payment. Would need help for that since is basically impossible for people to do it alone.Have you tried heated tobacco? Wonder if can get similar positives from that. Aware that straight nicotine is missing some key ingredients.
>>33932395Haven't tried heated tobacco, I used to be into weed (but got tired off the mass produce, too strong and/or inconsistent cleanness) so I know my way around vapes.I cut from raw leaf which is exempt from taxes and has much higher nicotine, I also make nicotinated sugar (for in coffee) and candy. It's "dangerous" as in nicotine tea is a historical known poison, but with the combination of tolerance and a an eye for measurement it's as safe as anything.So yeah I could dodge the combustion issue.Section 8 sounds like the thing OP ought get to me. What worked for me is escalating from homeless to specialized shelter to permanent social housing contract, I speedran it in a little over a year although the first year in this appartment was a conditional contract with a (very mild thankfully) handler attached to it and it also took longer than that, so it was about 2 years 8 months total if I'm talking about getting the government contacts under the knee like George.
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>>33932909She should be, he is overcoming adversity caused by one of the few mental illnesses that is actually legit and not just from being sad.
I'm about to turn 25, and I'm discovering slowly but surely my uselessness.Third world country, not good at sports, trying boxing and realizing that my decades of taekwondo are shit and I was never good at fighting (now considering muay thai for cope, knowing i'm going to be shit anyway), tried all this year alonside chess, im shit too, get nervous and make the worst possible move, try being good at my part time job, just gets worst, and my salary shrinks, no family no friends, just my girlfriend to count on, i feel like a terrible boyfriend, almost 4 years, and still having dumb moments, trying literature and is the only thing I may be useful, my english grammar is bad most of the time but i can't put effort on it, my french is garbage barely learning, more than 3 years living alone, I really want to die.It's really the worst feeling, realizing you are shit, wortless, you not good at anything, you are expendable, the closing years of your youth reaching its crescendo, and no good thing has happen to you in regards to development, all your highschool friends are so much better, all of the people arround me are better and this month, day by day, I just got more suicidal, I wish I had the balls to do it.
>>33932177You are operating from all these weird preconceived notions of what makes a person useful. At the end of the day, your job, salary, and material success don't make you "useful" to other people. The most important thing is your impact on the lives of others and being nice. Focus on being a good and loving boyfriend, go make your gf her favorite meal or smth. I hope you do manage to make some friends, spread kindness to them
>>33932398You are actually right man, I have weird notions of reality, i was thinking maybe i seeing the world in a much more practical manner, maybe just be a good reader and being in shape, switch up the sport and take up a trade to later study to be a teacher in literature, the more i think on what I have written down the more I realize I'm get things out of proportion.
>>33932177>third world countrymay i know which one?
>>33932177Get a job. Do good work at it. Advance your career.. Make friends. Marry, be faithful and supportive, raise a family. What more "usefulness" do you want?
>>33932896Dunno i guess i got confused because things didn't went exactly as i wanted, now I'm slowsly realizing that i dont need martial arts to define me as a person
thread #63364356324135As the title says, I just want to go to parties, goddammit, like a real house-party, at someone else's houses. That's were the real stuff happens. Meeting new cool people, new women, drink a bit, smoke a bit, you get me? I'm not asking for anything special. Normies do this shit since they're 14, so why can't I?>inb4 organize a party yourselfI don't have, and never had, a friend group, also my parents never leave my house, it sadly won't work. So please real advice
>>33931128>moke a bit, you get me? I'm not asking for anything special. Normies do this shit since they're 14, so why can't I?If you're looking to smoke weed, you don't want to party with normies. Most normies are fuckin dorks when it comes to drugs and will be like "oh no thanks I smoked an epic joint three months ago, and I have work three days from now, you guys can go ahead and smoke outside though"and then they'll be like "HAHA ANON OMG YOUR EYES ARE SO RED AHAHA OMG HOW MANY FINGERS AM I HOLDING UP HAHAHAHA DO THEY LOOK LIKE SAUSAGES HAHAHA DON'T EAT ME HAHA No but seriously are you okay? Do you need to sit down? "You want to party with the failed normies and freaks and geeks. Otherwise it's a bunch of chicks standing around drinking one beer while dudes play beer pong or some other normie shit.>>33931168>Find and befriend other friendless losers if that's what you need to do to get friends.This, and you'll likely have a better time than at normie parties. Especially if you're looking to try out shrooms or coke or whatever else.
>Normies abandon humanity lol
>>33931168That doesn't solve the woman problem. I just want to meet new people, that's all.
>>33931263kmfao this nigga is so right
>>33931128>That's wereWHERE
> I lack social skills> I look at social psychology books that explain how people work> I discover the principle of Instrumentality, an essential principle in attraction theory which holds that all social relationships are the product of people's invisible use of others to achieve certain desires, specifically emotional ones. And the whole relationship will depend on what is offered and how much is offered.> I discover that EVERYONE in my life will function this way: all the possible relationships I will have with everyone on this planet will be created, destroyed, or defined by the amount of specific emotions and feelings I give to people, and if I don't do it well or don't do enough or someone else does it better, people won't care about me and I won't have any kind of relationship with anyone, not even romantic ones. No existing relationship is based on disinterest, or on being a good or bad person, or on the type of personality you have, but only on what you offer.> I discover that the reason I have no friends or partner is my fault, because I never had the ability to fulfill anyone's emotional needs. Everyone else played their role better than anyone else, and therefore I have not been anyone's social plaything.>I look at philosophy related to this and discover that Nietzsche spoke about it. According to him, morality was a mechanism of the weak to proclaim themselves equal to the most powerful.and that being “good” at something is actually based on what you can do.>I am depressed and I don't know if it's true or not.I can't tell anyone this, not even my family, because they'll think I'm crazy. Wtf I do now?
>>33929742This is the truth. I'm in my early 40s and the only people who stuck by my side were my family. Mostly because, unless you have a kid with someone, they are just a stranger you met. Hell, even the mother of my kid ran off. So my kid has me and I have my family (mom and dad and sisters) and that's it. Unless it's blood there's no loyalty in this world.
>>33929725Just try this.Genuinely just consider it, it can't hurt.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pQkp07BFImY
>>33929725accurate. except even if you fulfill those emotional needs “better” it still won’t be enough to keep a connection without having your neck stepped on and being manipulated to give until you have nothing left.most people are trash and won’t look back and reflect how you’ve performed in the past, they only look at the current moment and their fleeting emotions which can turn on a dime.
>>33929725I don’t blame anyone for not wanting to be around me if we don’t get along. I would consider it selfish to expect my emotional needs to be fulfilled without giving something in return.Just try to develop some social skills. Play the same game everyone else plays.
Fuck niche bro, dude died alone miserable. Check out Dostechadsky
How do I get my ex to respond to my abhorrent, unhinged emails? Soon I will have to write physical letters, and if she still ignores me, I may be forced to enter her home.
>>33931273Tell her that living without her is too hard and that your gonna jump of the building at her work while screaming her name. That'll be sure to provoke a response from her.
>>33931950No, it won't. She genuinely does not give a fuck about me anymore.
>>33931975You already know enough then. Anything extra can just think well if she killed herself or died in a car crash youd never know anyway. If you keep pushing it you're probably gonna get arrested.
>>33932378I don't understand why something like this is illegal. It couldn't be because it causes distress or it's immoral, because in that case cheating would be illegal too.
>>33932465Cheating is illegal in like 16 states. But in most places spamming messages isnt going to be a problem, its what the escalation step is after if don't move on. Outside that is just whether socially get fucked over by her for this.
She lied about birth control. Yes, I’m an idiot. Now please educate me. I barely know this girl, only met her once before she moved and she doesn’t seem that interested in me as the father. She won’t abort. Am I paying child support? Don’t make a ton of money right now. Should I skip town? I’m scared to give too much information in case it fucks me over later.
>>33931677My penis has been inside several vaginas. Why are you seething on behalf of lying sluts sir?
>>33931332sometimes in life you just fuck up in ways that are unfixable. i guess you should just hope that child isn't actually yours, and she was fucking someone else around the same time.
>>33931332Quit your job, incentivize abortion by being a povvo cunt.
>>33931672ive heard lying about an STD can be rape, but just like much of these things how can anon prove she said something that isnt true? hed have to have a text or voice recording at least.
Ask for a DNA test, the kid might not be your. If you meet her often there are plants that can cause a miscarriage. If everything fails you are fucked.
It's basically pretty much over. I have to KMS
>>33932690my lifei failed my mission
>>33932691what was your mission? like a catholic mission?
>>33932700im not doing as good as i wanted to be doing in grad school
>>33932705damn bro when you put it like that its a surprise the sky isnt raining blood and shitdust off get back up, dont be a baby
>>33932705grad school is practically designed to make you kill yourself nowadays, unless you have a cushy gig with a helpful competent supervisor.
Why does society teach us that we should ignore problems and be the bigger man when faced with confrontation when doing these are the fastest ways to lose respect from others? I look back at all the times I've apologized when I was clearly in the right and I highly doubt it ever made the other person think about their actions. And even though other people saw it, they never gave me a pat on the back or acknowledged me being the "better" person for not escalating or defending myself, even when it would have been justified. They always just pretend they didn't see anything. Or even worse, they probably just assume I was at fault because I apologized and internalize it subconsciously, forever painting their perception of me as a weak bitch.I feel like it's the latter because I've never been respected and people treat all my achievements as flukes instead of real competence even though I feel like I've proven my abilities time and time again. My merits just don't speak for themselves I guess... I also think people are inclined towards the more cynical way of thinking because they lack empathy, act in bad faith by immediately assuming the worst, and don't care enough to put in the effort to see who was actually in the right once the dust settles. Even when I'm shown to be right in the end, everyone who saw just pretends they forgot or that it never happened and never acknowledge it. But they still keep with them that mental image of me and my "weakness" that they picked up on and was imprinted subconsciously.
>>33929288>>33930926Anon I'm not even saying this as a joke if you were a female you'd get raped over and over again.
>>33925080Do you still live with your parents?Also the "society" I grew up with always told us to fight for our rights and shit, but I never really cared for their propaganda
>>33925080Your owners teach you that, so they can take advantage over you at will.
>>33925343ThisWhen I started watching them, I stopped believing a word they say.
>>33929240Ever heard of "self-defense"?
>be 18 a few years back >come out of relationship that didn't work out >Covid made end of high school a mess >Oh it'll be fine, I'll have a fun time in uni, get my driver's license, get a cute khv wife and make a bunch of money after my bachelor's or master's degree >Sudden 3+ years of chronic sickness >Spend my days fighting symptoms in bed, wondering if it's still worth continuing to live >Decide life is probably worth living >Docs finally find the cause and cure me, life is colorful again >Doing driver's license, close to finishing up bachelor's, and have a small job now >But >People still look down on me and make me feel like a failure because I'm far behind >Bad grades from past years seem getting into a master's program or getting a good job seem impossible >Feel like I'm too old to find a virgin wife Was fighting to continue living really worth it? Should I have just killed myself considering it seems like my sickness also stole my chance at achieving my dreams?
>>33928941it probably doesn't compare to chronic illness, but i lost quite a few years to mental illness and ended up pretty far behind. It's hard to appreciate how far you've made it when it feels like you're running out of time. I'm proud that i made it out alive, but even i'm occasionally paralyzed by terror and grief at the years i lost.You could have just stagnated forever, but you're moving faster than you were a few years ago, you're further ahead than you were a few years ago, you're more determined than you were a few years ago. You're probably pretty far ahead of your peers in those areas.>>33928948>what if my gradesthen you'll try again and do even better than you did the first time.>what if i can't find a girlyou might just have to get over the virgin thing. Women like sex, they can't all wait around for you to show up and bless them with your penis. It won't be her first time ever, but it'll be her first time with you.
>>33928941>But their judgement ultimately ends up deciding my career and future lifeStart your own business if you are seriously this worried about it.You had a medical reason. You can easily turn the fact that you beat a life threatening illness into a reason people respect you.
>>33927125>is it worth it?always
>>33929439>then you'll try againIdk if I'm allowed to retake exams, I don't think so. I gotta make the cut or I'm just not getting into a (decent) master's program.>get over itNuh uh. If the desire for a perfect partner kept me alive then, that's all the more reason to keep it now :3>>33929525I hope so. Most people I interact with seem to immediately think I'm lying or exaggerating for some reason and it makes me feel hopeless.>>33929539Thanks anon
>>33932009>Most people I interact with seem to immediately think I'm lying or exaggerating for some reasonWhat 70 years of pissing calvin core judeo-libertardian rugged individualism does to a social fabric
(unrelated pic)hello anons.your fellow anon tyfyt suffers from a severe nutting addiction.or, to be fair and im not egoistic here, i think im better off than most of guys. on average, i nut 8 times a week (it was so hard to count you wouldn't believe it).i tried several stuff:>"just stop doing it"?-ive got no will power>associate it with bad feelings?-i literally insult myself *while* doing it, let alone after.>whatch bad porn?-tell me if there is worse than 4chanand a long list of commun strategies that didn't go well for me (if you have a better way of implementing one of those strategies tell me!).Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>33930833I used to be like you Anon. Masturbating 3x a day for 7 day week.I am also 18, fresh out of HS. Avoid pornography. You see.. your bored so you turn to masturbating. Find other activities to do when your bored (reading, puzzle-solving, exercise, etc)
>>33930983FwdMasturbating is just a thing you do when your bored and feeling down. Find healthier routes like above plus learn new skills(play an instrument).
>>33930983will do anon. will advice will not go to waste.
>>33931005And masturbating itself is a healthy activity. Except when in your case or PMO. I was acquainted w/ a guy that was a porn addict whom eventually streamed himself selfsucking and downward spiral went from that point. Don't end up like him.
>>33931121i would take a habit of twice a week AT MAX. but now as i said i cum 8 times a week and its killing me.
>Didn’t meet my wife in middle or high schoolI should just kms now, yeah?How was I supposed to know that the dating “scene” would become what it is today?I would have smashed every last video game, severed every nerdy friend connection I had, spent 12 hours in the gym everyday and the other 12 on a sportsball field if I had known it was then or never.Humiliation ritual to the max.
>>33930367I’m 31.Had 2 gfs. First at 29 second at 30. Neither lasted more than 6 months. First was a 34 y/o autistic femcel who couldn’t handle being in a relationship and I have now concluded my second gf only dated me for alternative intent, rather than ‘me’.
>>33930383Fair enough, I thought you were in your early 20s or something
>>33930336>How was I supposed to know that the dating “scene” would become what it is today?Zoomers talking about "the modern dating today these days" really grinds my gears, dating has been the same as it's always been - especially in the last 20 years.This notion that women prefer attractive guys, or that people with a social life will date outside of their immediate circles to go flirt with strangers is nothing new, it wasn't created by dating apps in 2017.
>>33930383Fakecel post
>>33930336>didn't meet wife in middle or high schoolYou're caught up on a fantasy that you've imagined as a missed opportunity. You didn't miss it because something was wrong with you or you made a mistake, you missed it because it's a Television fantasy.>>33930383>I should just kms now, yeah?>only dated two women ever>started 2 years agoSo you only tried twice and decided it's time to give up?
You can call me pussy or whatever, I don’t really care. I did terrible thing of cheating on my gf 8 years ago and it’s haunting me everyday since. I told her everything not long time after .Some days are better, some are worse, but it’s never good. We are married now and have a child, but I feel like I’m falling apart. I developed a swing/cuck kink only becouse I feel like her cheating on me would be the only thing to heal me, but I never told her that. I would love to end my life but I don’t have enough courage.I don’t want to go to psychologist becouse I’m worried everyone would find out. I’m so embarassed for what I did.I can’t stand it any more. I know I deserved that, but I just can’t. You can roast me, I like to feel like piece of shit(which I am).What sould I do?
Has she forgiven you? Truly, really?If she has (If you got married after you cheated, I think she has) accept that and move on with your life. You'll gain nothing whining about it.
>>33931438>Some days are better, some are worse, but it’s never good. We are married now and have a child, but I feel like I’m falling apartThis is the reason why sometimes breaking up after infidelity is for the best. I cried and raged and begged to stay together with my ex after I cheated on her, but she was stalwart in breaking up. I truly believe now it was the only outcome that would help us find happiness in our lives, since we very clearly weren't finding it in each other. And T B H, it really wasn't the break up that hurt me as badly as learning she had an emotional affair going with some guy at work and immediately started dating him as soon as we broke up.>I don’t want to go to psychologist becouse I’m worried everyone would find out. Shrinks are bound by anonymity, if your shrink told anyone they'd be breaking the law. I genuinely think you need a psychologist and probably couple's counseling too.
I just always break up before the infidelity. I always had the feeling that something like this would have happened even if I could get away with it.
>>33931956Oh and by couple's counseling, I mean by an older, married man who is a psychologist and will actually work with you to reach the root of your issues instead of just being a mediator while you both air your grievances.Women are right out because they'll just forma sisterhood and sabotage you. A younger dude, married or unmarried, might try to take advantage of the situation to bang your wife because there do be slimy couples counselors out there using that as their game.
Fuck any and all of her friends that think you're sexy.
> be me> 25yo virgin grad student with lifelong stutter and social anxiety> too shy to eat or drink in front of strangers, get embarrassed by it, think everyone is staring at me and making fun of me when i do> freezing cold outside> get to campus> normally just buy junk from college vending machine to avoid talking to people> wanted something warm> decide to try to get tea from the in-house college food vendor> do you have any w-w-w-arm beverages?> guy at the counter doesn't understand me> i repeat myself> at the third try he finally understands me and i successfully purchase a small cup of tea> victory> go to staircase to drink the tea> never seen anyone else use the staircase everComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
You did something brave. That counts. Short, practical stuff you can try next time.1. Slow the body first. Breathe in 4, hold 4, out 4. Repeat until things calm.2. Grounding: name 5 things you see, 4 you can touch, 3 you hear, 2 you smell, 1 you taste. Simple and fast.3. Small rehearsals. Practice ordering a drink out loud at home or with a friend. Scripts cut the surprise.4. If stutter makes you panic, say a short preface like I stutter, bear with me. Most people are kind.5. Make one tiny exposure each week. One minute talking to a cashier, one group lunch, whatever is just outside your comfort zone. Progress stacks.6. Work with a pro. CBT for anxiety, exposure therapy, and speech therapy for stuttering help a lot.7. About that thought of harming someone: intrusive thoughts can be scary but are not the same as wanting to act. If you ever worry you might hurt someone, get help right away from a therapist or emergency services.You handled the tea run. Be kind to yourself and try one small practice this week. Want a one-sentence script to rehearse for ordering tea?
>>33929303thank you AI, very cool
>>33929242Being a grad student must be reflective of some mental illness, anyways what field?
>>33929335One thing that AI / LLM responses suck at is tough love type responses, my advice is there's comfort in realizing you're not the main character in a hollywood movie and nihilism isn't always wrong. That chick talking to you doesn't mean very much at all, its not going to a movie scene etc and she doesn't really care, so there's no need for the fight/flight response.Something to consider, everything has cameras and staircases seem to have more because you can track who went where when so unless you're sure it's a student that chick was probably a security drone watching cams. Oh that poor guy is sick and fell down in the stairs I better rescue him. You can relax, its literally her job to see whats wrong (which in this case was nothing is wrong).
>>33929936I'm always careful to pick staircases without cameras and there definitely were none there. I think that person just happened to use the staircase after class (which, again, I had never seen anyone do before until that point) and saw some degenerate looking guy facing the corner and asked if he was ok out of pity. The security at that school is also uniformed so I am fairly certain it was a student. If this was a hollywood movie it would have been a horror film because once I turned around it was scarier than any jump scare.
